One Step Closer... ( Married to a widower...)

Chapter 21~He doesn't like pity~

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"Jise zindagi dhoondh rahi hai
Kya ye woh makaam mera hai
Yahaan chain se bas ruk jaaun
Kyun dil ye mujhe kehta hai..

The one which my life is searching
Is this that destination?
Why does my heart say to
Just stop here?

Jazbaat naye se mile hain
Jaane kya asar ye hua hai
Ik aas mili phir mujhko
Jo qubool kisi ne kiya hai...

I have got new emotions
I don't know what effect is this
I got a ray of hope again
When somebody accepted me..

Haan
kisi shaayar ki ghazal
jo de ruh ko sukoon ke pal,
koi mujh ko yoon mila hai,
jaise banjaare ko ghar...

The ghazal of some poet,
which gives moments of peace to the soul,
I've found someone
as a wanderer finds home..

naye mausam ki seher
ya sardi mein dopahar
koi mujh ko yoon mila hai,
jaise banjaare ko ghar.

The morning of a new weather,
or an afternoon in the winters,
I've found someone
as a wanderer finds home.."

{Song: Banjaara
Movie: Ek Villain ( Bollywood )
Lyricist: Mithoon
Singer: Mohd. Irfan}

        

          < the song is on multimedia, if possible play it while reading >

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Chapter 21~He doesn't like pity~

Packed like sardines.

Nothing but this phrase does a justice in expressing the condition of the bus-travellers at the office-hours in Kolkata quite accurately and so did for Sid also.

The day was one of the worse day in Sid's depressed life.

After a most headache giving night coming to see his life's new trouble's face with his limbs entwined with her after waking up was not a great way to start his day.

Then he was pretty early at his office. Everybody's wondering face was declaring that nobody was expecting him to come office after his shohag-raat , or not atleast a good 47 minutes ago.

That quizzical expression was being given by Sanjay and Sharli irritated the hell out of him.

And then Viren's extra sweet consolation made him snapped at him.

At first he was tired of hearing 'it is really sad what happened to your Neeva and your child' , ' I'm really sorry that you have to go through all of these ' ...

and now.. ' I know you needed time..' , ' I know you're not ready for this marriage..'
' I know Sid this' , ' I know Sid that' were intolerable for him.

For f*ck's sake he did not want anyone's sympathy, anyone's pity man! So when today Viren started ,

" Sid look we know you're not happy with this marriage but-"