One Step Closer... ( Married to a widower...)

Chapter 24~the deformed pattern of life~

A/N: I'M FEELING TERRIBLE FOR MAKING YOU WAIT FOR A LOOOONG TIME. I'M SOOO SORRRY DEAR. MY LIFE IS CRAZY WITH A CAPITAL C RN!!!!

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THE SONG I PUT UP BEFORE EVERY CHAPTER HAS A ROLE IN THE FOLLOWED CHAPTER. YOU GUYS REALISE IT NA??
PLEASE TELL ME IF THE CHAPTERS FIT WITH THE PREV SONGS AND VICE VERSA? TELL ME I'M CHOOSING RIGHT OR NOT! PLEASE. I NEED YOUR REVIEW.

AND AND AND WHAT ABOUT ANSWERING MY QUESTION???

I'M REPEATING IT-

ON WHAT DAY TORA GET MARRIED???????

AND SORRY FOR THIS BORING CHAPTER.

COMMENT AND VOTE!!!!!

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Abhi mujh mein kahin,
baaki thodi si hai zindagi
Jagi dhadkan nayi,
jaana zinda hoon main to abhi
Kuch aisi lagan
is lamhe mein hai
Yeh lamha kahaan tha mera
Ab hai saamne, ise chhoo loon zara
Mar jaaun ya jee loon zara
Khushiyaan choom loon
Ya ro loon zara
Mar jaaun ya jee loon zara

Still, somewhere inside me,
there is a little life remaining..
A new heartbeat came up,
I got to know that I am still alive..
Some such tenacity
is there in this moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little.
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while..

Ho abhi mujh mein kahin,
baaki thodi si hai zindagi

Still somewhere inside me,
there is a little life remaining..

Ho.. dhoop mein jalte hue tann ko,
chhaya ped ki mil gayi
Roothe bachche ki hansi jaise,
phuslaane se phir khil gayi
Kuch aisa hi ab mehsoos dil ko ho
raha hai
Barson ke puraane zakhmon pe
marham laga sa hai
Kuch aisa reham is lamhe mein hai
Ye lamha kahaan tha mera
Ab hai saamne, ise chhoo loon zara
Mar jaaun ya jee loon zara
Khushiyan choom loon
Ya ro loon zara
Mar jaaun ya jee loon zara

(as if) the body burning down in the sun got the shade of a tree,
like the smile of an angry kid
came back on a little cajoling..
something like that is what my heart is feeling now,
on the years old wounds, there is
some balm applied
some such mercy is there in this
moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little.
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while..

Dor se tooti patang jaisi,
thi yeh zindagani meri
Aaj hoon kal ho mera na ho
Har din thi kahaani meri
Ek bandhan naya peechhe se ab
mujhko bulaaye
Aane wale kal ki kyun fikar mujhko
sataa jaaye
Ik aisi chubhan, is lamhe mein hai
Yeh lamha kahaan tha mera
Ab hai saamne, isse chhoo loon zara
Marr jaaun ya jee loon zara
Khushiyaan choom loon
Ya ro loon zara
Marr jaaun ya jee loon zara..