One Step Closer... ( Married to a widower...)

Chapter 35B~what is happening!~

A/N : Going for a mini hiatus. No reason, just feel like going.

But don't panic. I will return and update this story.

And you can still recommend for the cast.

And sorry for not replying to pms and the messages on my feed. Will do deffo after returning.

This chapter is extremely short.

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"Love is when two people who care for each other get confused."

                                                                                                                    -Bob Schneider

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Chapter 35B~what is happening!~

|| Tora's p.o.v. ||

I wake up in a sound of piter-pater.

No, it is not rain. It is the sound of some cracker.
I change my side taking the pillow along with my other side and sigh.
What time is it?
It is still dark and fireworks are all over the sky.
Something twists in my heart. I have a sudden urge to cry.
I don't know why I'm suddenly that upset.

I search for my phone. It is 3.41 a.m.
Why the hell I am awake now?
I'm not insomniac. But suddenly someone has stolen the sleep from my eyes.
I close my eyes in search for sleep.
But nah, this is not happening right now.
I give up.
The melancholic feeling is spreading over my heart.
From where is this coming!
I have got almost everything in my life.
But why I'm feeling that empty!
Is it just because I'm not loved or liked or desired by the person in return?
Does it that matter?
Well it does as I feel my eyes are moist and I'm crying.
I should not demand such thing from the person who is enough broken.
But I'm not any goddess. I do want to be accepted by my husband!
I do want him to want me.

I don't know how much time has passed but my tears come to a hault after a while.
With the tear stopping I feel myself a lot lighter.

I got up and trudge to the washroom which happens to be the attached one for this room.
I splash water on my face.

The number of fireworks is decreased on the sky.

I don't know what to do.

I again trudge to the duvet and crash on it and fall asleep.