ON With The Show - OT7 BTS

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//Past this point is your 18+ Warning and contains mature content not suitable for younger readers//

Jungkook nervously fumbled with lip, yet his voice rolled from his lips with a confidence of a man that knew what he wanted. "I know you were really open about your experience, or well lack of... I was wondering if we could learn together?"

My cheeks flushed and my eyes avoiding all contact with his curious stare that awaited my answer anxiously. "I'm not really the type of kiss and tell, but I've done some things since we last agreed to our relationship. I'm still a virgin..." I explained as best as I could trying to conceal the trembling at the back of my throat.

Jungkook was younger than me, rather than feeling like I had the upper hand with my age and the few encounters I'd had. I still felt like everything was an undiscovered territory, especially with Jungkook. It wasn't fear, more so this uncertainty of who would lead who.

I couldn't deny the longing for him that still swelled with excitement at his words when he mumbled in response. "What sort of things? Don't feel like you have to be embarrassed."

It was like jumping from a ledge as I took the chance to risk looking up at him. It had been exactly what I feared... the hunger that lurked in his eyes. It was far beyond the seductive expression in his eyes that his fans went wild for. No. The tables had turned. In his eyes lurked that unruly yearning to learn more. His curious mind would leave one of us scolded by the flames that lingered in every kiss. Could I really handle anything more?

Yet I obliged; "Well Namjoon helped me... you know." I paused. "Then I sort of did things with Hobi and Jimin. Then there was a time when it was just me and Hobi and then recently Yoongi and I-..." My voice trailed off.

I wanted to slam my head against a wall, could such vulgar words come out of my mouth in front of him.

How could I word it? Should I write him a note and then leave the room while he reads it? Smoke signals? Morse code, what about another language? Sign language? What even was the sign language for some of the things I've done?

I hid my face with my hands but peaked through them when I heard him exhale a scoff. Jungkook's eyes glistened as his lips curled into a reassuring smile, that tried to hold back his laughter at my inner turmoil. "You don't have to tell me anything your uncomfortable with, we can forget I ever mentioned-..."

"That's not it." I cut him off. "Jungkook, I see you as a man but saying words such as orgasm or oral around you make me nervous..." I confessed. Jungkook smiled even more like he'd won gold. His hands leaned forward to hold my hands in his, there was a breathy giggle that escaped his lips as he teased me. "Well, you just said it. Rather than saying what you've done shall we play a game that'll be easier?" Jungkook asked.

I narrowed my eyes, curious to see what game he could conjure up. He'd made it sound so easy. He briefly released my hands, reached into the mini-fridge pulling out a small bottle of Fanta. I was led into deeper confusion as he poured out a portion for me and then for himself.

"Never-have-I-ever. I'll change the rules; I'll ask the questions and if we've done the specific thing said we drink." Jungkook suggested. I nodded but looked down nonchalantly at the cup, "Isn't this supposed to be alcohol though?"I smiled.

The game was a good idea it lightened the mood and I found myself smiling freely around him but that was quickly 'uno reversed' as he smirked with a flicker of his previous intense stare. "I'm not looking to get you drunk, I want you sober. I want you to remember everything."

Without thinking I sipped at the drink to distract myself from his words that left a rosy red pigment to spread across my cheeks. "The first question, Never have I ever kissed." Jungkook teased as he quickly sipped his own drink.