"𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 things you've been through..." Liz sighed wiping my eyes. "No don't defend me Liz. I don't deserve it." I told her. "Everyone deserves second chances Amanda." She softly smiled. "I used to leave my sister alone when she was twelve...I'd go out get wasted sleep with some guy because I thought I had too." I admitted with teary eyes.
"I never wanted to harm anyone." I sighed. "I know love... And your sister knows too." She soothed as I wiped my eyes. "Christ I look like a pussy right now. Sometimes the people you love you can't help but protect them..." I confessed. "Come on let's go get some brekkie hey." She smiled as I nodded. "Liz." I spoke itching myself irritated itself, all the affects of the drugs.
"Yeah?" Liz asked as we walked along. "You're a great peer worker. And you were and are a great friend." I smiled. "Thanks Amanda." She smiled back. "I miss my girlfriend." I admitted. "You have a girlfriend? I thought because you were flirting with Franky and-" Bea spoke walking with us. "Yeah her names Penelope... God she's beautiful." I confessed grinning like a dork.
It had been about half an hour since my talk with Liz, an hour since getting high. I feel my buzz slowly fading away. My brain drifted towards Penny...
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"𝗙𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗸𝘀 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴, maybe he's gonna be the new governor. I mean Ms Bennett's only temporary isn't she?" Doreen pondered as I let out a groan still feeling a little drowsy. "Look who has arrived." Liz smiled as I sat down, I'd gone to the bathroom moments before. "Why would they do that?" Bea wondered with her tea in her hand. "Why not?" I shrugged getting some breakfast down me.
"No one asked you." Doreen muttered. "Oh stop being so fucking salty Doreen." I growled. "Because he'd be replacing his dead wife!" Boomer said rather loudly and stating the obvious. "Shh Booms." Liz quietly reprimanded as I sat next to her. "I reckon Jacs topped her." Boomer stated as the devil sauntered in. "No, no ones talking." Doreen disagreed. "It's not Jacs' style, if she does that sort of thing she controls who knows what. Always has, always will." I spoke with a sigh.
"You sure seem to know a lot about her." Bea wondered...
Flashback...
𝗔𝘀 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼the prison once more a large smile plastered on my face, I wanna see my family. I entered back into H4, "Hey Amanda." Ronnie smiled as I hugged her. "Christ Ron you're getting old eh." I smirked as she hit me on the arm." Shut ya mouth!" She yelled in a joking manner. "Where's mum?" I asked. "Off her face." She answered. "Thought just as much." I shrugged. "Don't be a baby hey?" Ron nudged me. "Tell her to give me some." I smiled.
