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𝐊afeyah and Zymeir were actually on her bed watching TV as they ate dinner. Kafeyah had a very small portion while Zymeir was stuffing his face.
" Meir the food ain't going nowhere" she laughed as she watched him eat like there was no tomorrow.
" This shit is good as hell" he nodded " How you cook so well but youn' eat what you cook?" he asked confused
" My eating problem only started when my brother died meir" she informed " Which was 3 years ago" she added
Tryna keep it peaceful is a struggle for me
" Damn, i thought you had this since little"
Kafeyah shook her head and looked down at her not empty plate. She took two spoons of rice and was already full.
" You not eating ma?" he asked looking over at her
" Nah, i'm full" she shook her head
" How many spoons you took?" he asked before taking her plate and his.
" 2" she answered—" Tomorrow you eating 4, we gon double it everyday till you eat like you posed' to" he said before putting the plates in the dishwasher.
" Alright" she nodded before laying back down.
" Tell me about him" he went to lay down beside her
" About who?" she asked confused
" Ya' brother ma" he chuckled
" My brother was the sweetest person ever. He was a meanie to others but was a sweetheart with me. I had him wrapped around my finger without even knowing" she chuckled " He always made sure i was straight and put my needs before his. He truly was my bestfriend, whenever i had problems with school or problems period i always came to him. He was always there to give me advice even tho we were the same age. He was wiser. He was my everything and i knew i was his. I wish he was still there-i miss him so much" she sniffed
You know how I like it when you lovin' on me
" I'm sorry mama, i didn't mean to make you cry" he frowned wiping her tears
" No it's okay, i needed to get this off my chest anyways. I never talked about my brother to anyone before besides Ella"
" I just wish he could come back and hold me in his arms like he used to do" she looked down " And tell me that i am his favorite person in the whole world" she smiled thinking about their memories.
" I'm sure that if he could, he would ma" he reassured her
" Yea" she mumbled " Your turn, tell me about your parents?" she laid on his chest
" My folks were what y'all call high school sweethearts. That's why i was never hoein' like these niggas be doin', i wanted a love just like them. My mama was the happiest person you ever seen, she was always positive and found ways to see the good in everybody. I remember one time she told me 'don't let this world break you and your happiness apart' and sadly it did. My OG was always hard on me, he wanted the best for myself and i only understood that when i got older. He didn't want me to end up like him on the streets and i'm glad i didn't. Sometimes i wonder how life would have been if they were still hea'. But i always push the thought at the back of my head cause i know they not coming back" he sighed
I don't wanna die for them to miss me
" I'm sorry papa" she pouted " I know they proud of you and watching over you. Like they always did. Fight for them and be the best for them. Don't let this break you, it was all God's plan and i know he got great things planned for you" she preached
Yes I see the things that they wishin' on me Hope I got some brothers that outlive me
" God don't got shit planned fa' me" he chuckled bitterly
" Yes he does Zymeir. You wouldn't be alive if he didn't. God put his strongest soldiers through the tougher battles and we all overcame them. I don't know what he has planned for the both of us but i know it's great things if we follow and respect the Lord's will. Like your mother said don't let this world break you and your happiness apart. Don't let this world break you and the Lord apart Zymeir" she preached
God's plan, God's plan
" You understand me?"
" Yea i get you ma" he nodded
Zymeir wasn't big on religion, but he knew that there was a God. He believed that we were all put on earth for a reason. But after his parents died he didn't think that way.
Why God had to take his parents away was one of the questions he asked himself everyday.
Bad things It's a lot of bad things
" You feel good? you don't have no headache no nausea or nothing?" she asked just to be sure
Kafeyah wanted to be the best help to Zymeir so she did a few research on quitting a weed addition. And she saw that a day or two after he stopped he'd feel nauseous, have headaches, trouble sleeping, constant anger or frustration and a lot of other things.
" Nah i feel straight" he replied
" If you don't feel good you have to tell me understood? like i'm really not playing Zymeir" she said seriously
" Yes ma'am, relax Kulture i'm gon be okay" he reassured
" I'm just making sure" she sighed " This not gon be a easy process and i'm-i'm scared Zymeir" she revealed
" Scared of what mama?" he put her up so she was now straddling his lap.
" Scared that we might fail, what if we can't do it?" she stressed
" You can't think like that Kulture, have faith mama. Just like you said God put his strongest soldiers trough the tougher battles. We gon overcome this like we always did, together. You not alone no mo' ma, you have me" he reassured her
I can't do this on my own,
" You right" she nodded—you right she kept repeating.
After all it was all God's plan right? why would he fail them.
God's plan, God's plan
TO BE CONTINUED...
chile i didn't know how to end this LMAO
thought i'd do a chapter about God . It's my way of spreading the gospel hihi
i'll be doing "religious" chapter there and there cause i really don't wanna annoy y'all
