Sunshine and City Lights ➳ z.m.

T W E N T Y

"Zayn, you may now kiss your bride"

And he did. He kissed me with more passion, and love than he had ever. And I finally felt at home. I finally felt at ease. I finally felt happy...again

•••

"Wear that" Zayn said, motioning to a red and black lace lingerie set, that he had bought for me on our third anniversary.

"Absolutely not"

"Baby" he whined.

"Yeah, I know. That's exactly what we don't need more of at this point"

I looked over at Drew, who was watching his 5 month old sister sleep in her crib.

"But we have the cutest babies ever" Zayn begged, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me closer to him.

"Maybe tonight. Now, I really have to get to the studio. I'm recording a new single today, and I think you'll like it."

"Oh yeah? Whats, it about, love?"

I paused, then smiled up at him "How I'll never let you go, my darling"

•••

After having kissed all of my children, including Zayn, goodbye, I left. Walking into the studio about 20 minutes later, and being ushered right in to the recording booth.

I put the headphones over my ears, and the music was on in an instant.

•••

Its taking us downtown.
You're watching me, watching me go.
But I never listen, no I never let you know.

Now heading uptown. Is there something, or nothing you wanted to say?
'Cause I need to go now.
Do you want me to stay?
Stay.

What you need to know.
Is to try, and let it go, let it go.
What you need, to find.
Is someone who never will let you go.
The sunshine, and city lights will guide you home.
But you've gotta know, that I'll never let you go.

Now we're stuck in midtown.
Surrounded by people, and nothing but sound.
And we're going nowhere.
And we are the lost and found.

We're all over this town.
Is there something, or nothing you wanted to say?
'Cause I need to go now.
But, baby, I wanna stay.
Stay.

What you need to know.
Is to try and let it go, let it go.
What you need to find.
Is someone who never will let you go.
And oh, oh, the sunshine and city lights will guide you home. But you've gotta know, that I'll never let you go.

And oh, oh. The sunshine, and city lights will guide you home.
But you've gotta know.
That I'll never let you go