I only want you. Kill Me Nd Leave Me. ( Completed)

secret relationship

Taehyung: whatttttttttttt?? But why ??

he came towards me and held my face in his hands, Nd looking into my eyes trying to find answer.

Y/n: I don't want any extra treatment from anyone, I want to pass out as who I am, Nd i see tht everyone respect u more thn a student, Nd I don't want them to respect me jst because iam ur girlfriend, I want to earn my place by my own, I don't want others to treat me well jst because iam ur girlfriend, I want them to treat me the way I deserve, I just want to be me and want others to accept the real me, Not only as ur girlfriend but real me.

Taehyung: but I want to tell everyone who you belong to so that they stop approaching u, I just don't like when others approach u.

Y/n: baby please trust me no matter who approached me I am always yours, Jst believe me, Will you plzzzz plzzz plzzzzz plzzz ( showing puppy eyes)

Taehyung: kkkk but we can tell our close friends right like Jennie and my hyung.

Y/n: baby I want them to know me like me the way I am, I don't want them to like me jst coz iam ur girlfriend.

Taehyung: why r u making excuses, Why don't u directly tell me that u don't want to be with me, U don't want any relationship with me.( angry tone)

He turns around his back facing me, He is thinking something, While ruffling his hairs harshly.

Taehyung: why.......

Y/n: huh

He turned around and hit the counter **thud** a loud sound can be heard all over the house he is just so angry.

Taehyung: I said fucking why.

He shouted loudly

Y/n: ahhhhhh

I screams out of fear

Y/n : baby stop these u r scaring me

He grabbed my shoulder harshly,
I flinced in pain...

Taehyung : why can't u love me back the way I love u huh, Is it that much hard for you, What's wrong with me huh, Is iam not good enough for u, Is I lack something.

Y/n: ba...by u r hur...ting me..

I shutter on my words

He left my shoulders, I quickly hugged him, he tried to get off my from hug but I hugged him More tightly, I know he is angry he just needs some time to calm down, And I'll help him in that, Jst like he clam me down when I needed him.

Taehyung: leave me u Fucking bitch leave me, If u don't want me why r u hugging me, Go nd hug ur best friend mark, Isn't he's the one u want, U know what fuck off.

I started crying while listening to those words from him, How could he say that, Is he really thinking about me that way, It's hurting, I don't want to leave him when he needs me the most.

I get that he has anger issues, Coz A few minutes ago he was so caring towards me, being all lovey dovey taking care of me like I am a small kid, But now he is totally different, Now I understand nothing is perfect in these world.

everything has its own flaws if u love someone u have to accept them the way they are, including their flaws Not only their good part but also their worst part, Nd I have to help him to make it right, Nd I'll do tht, I have to accept both his good nd bad part nd help him to overcome it, Not leave him like that.

Taehyung : I said leave me u bitch, just fucking Leave me.

((He shouted ))

Y/n:**cries** I love u **sobs** I love u baby, Please clam down, U r scaring me Plzz don't force me to leave u when u need me the most, I can't leave u, Plzz **sobs** iam incomplete without u.

Taehyung : what?

Y/n: yesss baby I ... **Sobs** ... I love u the most in the world, I **sobs** I can't imagine my world without u, Please don't say those things... It's... *Sobs" .... It hurts.

He hugs me back

Y/n: I don't care what others think about me, what they say about me, All **sobs** all I care about is u... I want u to understand me....

Taehyung : ssssshhhhhh don't cry Look into me, I promise I'll not shout, Plzz baby. **He said in a caring way**

After listening to his soft voice,  I lose my grip around his waist, He bent down, He held my chin and made me look into his eyes, I can see that he is on the verge of crying, Not only me he is also hurt, He wipe my tears with his thumb.

Taehyung : u r not lying right, U love me right.

Y/n: yesss I love u

I started crying hard

He put his forehead in mine

Taehyung: then why do you want to keep our relationship secret, Huh.

Y/n: I already told u baby, I want to keep it secret it doesn't mean I don't love u, **sob** I love u baby more than myself. U know I grew up in an orphanage there's no one to take care of me.

Y/n: Only seon and woo was there with me, Seon was my roommate and woo's Father is the owner of our orphanage, So he used to come there every evening to play with us, They always stay by my side, Nd they didn't let anyone bully me, they always protect me, Never let me feel tht Iam alone or orphan, They r jst like my family, But soon woo left me, He is my first love tae, ** (I cried out loud)** I used to love him so much, He Was so caring he always make my day, So one day I decided to confess him, But he didn't say anything he jst left from there, He didn't shown up for 2weeks so I ask sister rina she told us tht woo left for study but I know he left coz he hate me, He treats me so well like his own sister but one day I confess he must feel awkward nd didn't want to face me anymore, so he left **** sob**** I didn't see him after tht, When he left it hurts me so much, It take me very long time to overcome it nd seon help me in tht, But one day **sobs*** one day.

Taehyung : don't...don't cry, I am here with u, U can tell me everything, Tell me everything and let out all the pain out at once.

Y/n : one day seon die tae.

I hug him tightly he started to creasing my back to comfort me

Y/n : She committe suicide

Taehyung:whatttt

he said in a shocked way.

To be continued ...