Princess of Birmingham

Bitch

Jaynes POV

That night i stayed in Pollys , i asked Tommy could i stay there instead , i explained that i had no problem around Arthur but i would feel more comfortable with Polly he understood where i was coming from

As i sit in the office i hear the phone ring i answer "Hello this is Shelby's Parlour how can i help you" i ask "Hello Jayne" i hear my father say "Father" i say "what do you want" i spat "i just wanted to let you know we have killed your little boyfriend" he says in that moment i felt my heart drop to my stomach "what" i say before Tommy walks in tears fall down my cheek "i am going to fucking kill you" i shout over the phone before i hang up and fall to the ground "Jayne" Tommy says as he falls to his knees and hugs me "whats wrong Jayne who was it" he asks "it was my father he said they killed Finn" i say through sobs "Jayne no that was lie ok Finns at the Garrison i was just with him he's ok he's alive" Tommy say i look up at him "he's ok" i ask him "he's ok" Tommy says nodding his head before pulling me back in "i thought-" i say "i know" Tommy says

After that i couldn't concentrate on anything how did my father know about Finn and would he really kill him i was scared i cared for Finn greatly and if i lost him i think i would lose myself something about him made feel safe like i mattered in this world where everyone only fights for themselves Finn had my back

Finn walked in the door "Tommy" he shouts as he walks in glancing at me and smiling i felt tears fill my eyes just to see him , i got up and get outside i needed air what was this boy whom i had only known for a short time doing to me , Finn made me weak i hate being weak but when i was with him i melted into his touch

As i stand in the cold outside the door i notice a man across the lane looking at me not even looking more like staring like i was his next fucking meal i stare back before he starts to walk over "hello pretty girl" he says standing extremely close to me "can i help you" i snap as my eyes narrow 

"Yes you can" he says as he pushes me against the wall behind me "this is from your father" he says as he takes out a blade , i begin to scream when he covers my mouth with his hand holding his body against mine stopping me from getting away , he begins to carve something into my shoulder just as he finished Tommy and Finn run out Finn drags him away from me Tommy holds me back "get off of me im going to fucking kill him" i say as i try get out of Tommy's grip i finally get out take Tommy's gun and shoot him in the head as Finn gets him on his knees 

Tommy and Finn just look at me in shock i hand Tommy his gun and go inside i look in a mirror and clean the blood off my face i look at what he carved in "bitch" this son of a bitch carved bitch into my fucking shoulder

I grab my bag and walk out "where are you going" Tommy asks "i need to go for a walk" i say as i continue to walk "Finn follow her" i hear Tommy say before Finn runs up to me standing infront of me so i stop walking

 "Why did you do that" Finn asks "why do you think Finn" i retort "i'm just saying Tommy and I would have dealt with it" he explains "no not anymore people are not killing or hurting people for me if its getting done i'll be the one to do it" i snap "just let us help" Finn says "Finn if anyone  gets hurt or worse because of me i don't think i could ever forgive myself" i state "Tom told me about the call" he retorts "you are not going to lose me" he continues "what if i do" i ask him "you won't" he says as he cups my face with his hands tilting my head up to look him in the eyes whatever it was about his eyes made my heart , soul and mind completely crumble my walls broke down 

As i look into his deep ocean eyes something about that moment in time everything froze i realised how i felt , how i hope i will always feel for the boy standing infront of me Finn Shelby is the boy i love "you won't" he says once again before pressing a gentle kiss against my soft tender lips my hands wrap over his shoulders "please Jayne" he says "let us help" he continues as his thumb strokes my cheek i nod my head and he understands like he always does "Finn" i whisper "yes" he replies "i love you" i admit timidly yet smiling "i love you too" he replies smiling as he rests his forehead on mine.