Princess of Birmingham

Dreams

Finn's POV

She came to The Garrison she drank with me , we laughed and spoke most of the night before we went back to hers , i stayed in one of the spare rooms , i woke up and wanted to cook her breakfast , but realized i can't cook , so i decided to bring her for breakfast instead.

Jayne's POV

I got a shower and met Finn down in the kitchen "morning" i say smiling "morning" Finn replies "so where are we going for breakfast , Polly's" i asked "no" Finn laughed "what" i ask smiling "i was thinking like a restaurant" Finn said smiling "my treat" he added "oh" i say taken back "yeah like where" i ask , "Tommy said that there is one called cadem cafe so i suppose it's a cafe not a restaurant" he said "ye , sure lets go" i say smiling

After breakfast we arrived at work , i sat at my desk and just relieved those moments i spent with Oliver in my dream , it might have just been my subconscious , but to see his face again was nice

I found myself completely zoned out staring into space , unable to get any work done , to see his face with a bullet in his head comforted me , i replayed the words he said in my mind not able to figure out what it meant 

"Jayne" i heard but i didn't respond it was like i forgot i was Jayne "Jayne" Polly said again before my gaze met hers "what's on your mind" she asked "nothing" i say forcing a smile "Jayne , what's wrong" she asked knowing there was something on my mind 

It was only the two of us , i felt tears rush to my eyes "i just had a dream of Oliver last night , he just said something that i can't really work out" i say swallowing the lump in my throat "what did he say" Polly asks "he told me i should let Finn in , said he wanted me to be happy" i say as a tear rolls down my cheek "the dead can visit us in our dreams" Polly says smiling "he felt so real , you know every since he died , i can feel him with me , which makes it worse , because it means he hasn't found peace" i say before i became unable to speak , i placed my head in my hands and cried before Polly stood me up and hugged me "what if it's my fault" i express "what is your fault" Polly asks "i brought him to Small Heath , he became a Peaky Blinder because i encouraged him to , and you know he killed people and it's my fault because -" i say before Pol cuts me off "no , love it's not your fault" she said stroking my hair "but-" i say "it's not your fault" she says and she holds my face in her hands.

Later that night went home and sat with the dogs drinking a bottle of whiskey alone in the sitting room crying alone , letting everything out , before i got the urge to call Finn , i went to the phone and dialed his number 

"Hello" i hear him say "Finn" i say through a sob "Jayne what's wrong" he asked "i don't want to be alone right now , and i need you can you" i say unable to finish the sentence "i'll come right over" he said before i hung up 

I heard a knock and answered it , he stood there looking down at me as i tried to contain my tears , i hugged him and cried , before he came in and we sat together drinking , talking , Finn always had a way of consoling me , during my darkest times "Finn" i say "yes" he says "can you stay" i ask he nodded his head smiling , before i got up to go to bed , he stayed sitting "are you coming" i ask , he looked shocked "yeah , okay" he said 

I felt guilty laying next to him , but i felt nice , i slept alone for months , ever since Oliver died having someone to hold me make me feel safe ,it  was nice

"A/N : Sorry for the short chapter hope you are liking the story don't forget to vote"