She's not afraid {n.h}

Chapter 52~ listen

Please listen to the song above its called infinity it's by chrissy contanzas band against the current (Zoe) it's amazing and also watch there covers~emily

"Niall I'm staying and that's final Haley has already agreed to stay longer so I am too" I tell him exhaustedly

"Are you sure I mean you start your job in a few days time and I don't want to-" I cut off his mumbling as always by pecking his lips.

"I'm staying Horan" I smile hugging into his side on the bed.

*2 months later

I'm back in London and have just finished my 4th week as a make up artist I absolutely love it especially working next to El and being able to casually meet up with Zoella it's mental. El has been staying at mine and Nialls since me and haley got back. Haley has gone up to stay with her parents and Perrie is touring America with her band.

Even with her by my side I've felt quite alone lately Niall hasn't tried to contact me at all since I got back which I admit upsets me but he's really busy... but a text message is only a minute of his time... Zoe get over yourself.

I sigh to myself collapsing on the sofa next to El "some ones not happy" She remarks making me sigh and look up at her with my face squished against the pillows " you think" I say sarcastically she puts her hands up in defence

"Woah just thought I'd point it out jeez" she smirks making me sigh again rolling off the sofa onto the floor

She rolls off and lies beside me "what's wrong with you" she asks me oh god here they come

" I um I'm just going to make the bed" I say making a quick excuse to get away

I reach the bedroom and take short deep breaths trying to stop the tears that have been on hold for the past 2 months.

I take out my phone and call the one person I know will be there for me.

"Zoe oh my goodness I haven't heard from you in ages" I hear the comforting happy voice on the other side of the phone

"Hi maura" I sigh

"Sweetie what's wrong" she asks me sounding worried at my tone of voice

"I was just wondering if it wasn't to much trouble could I come over a bit earlier before the wedding" I ask her desperately through the phone

"Of course you can sweetie is everything ok" she asks me lovingly

"Yeah I just need my family right now" I sigh rubbing my forehead.

"Oh ok pumpkin well I'll ring paul for you to book you a ticket if you want to get packed I'll get Greg to pick you up at the airport" she says I can tell she's smiling on the other side of the phone

"Ok thank you maura" I sigh holding back the tears

"Ok see you in a few hours I love you take care" she says into the phone hanging up.

I frantically start to throw things in my bag and undo my hair spraying in some dry shampoo just then El comes in

"Zoe are you ok" she asks me leaning in the door way as I pack

"Yeah yeah fine I'm just going to mauras a bit earlier to catch up you know" I lie

"Oh that's good" she sighs walking over to my side I look at her with a tired smile on my face

"You miss him don't you" she asks me I slowly nod my head in response hugging her tightly

"Everything will be ok I'll be over in a few days with the boys for the wedding and you'll be able to see niall" she sighs into my hair