"Hello it's 10:50 how is everyone this morning I'm here and this is one directions new hit single night changes" the radio blasts as I drive down the road after dropping off niall
"Hey El" I say entering her house
"Come on what's wrong" she asks me
"Um El can we stay in today I don't feel like shopping" I ask weakly
"Ok this isn't like you what's wrong" she asks again
"I'll just go get into something more comfortable" I say striding off into the bed room
I put on some Grey jogging bottoms and my football shirt with you guessed it Mrs horan on the back
"Do we have to watch that El could we watch something else"
"But you love if I stay" she says as I hug into her
"Yeah but please" I ask
"Ok" she sighs changing the channel
"Now what's wrong" she asks me
"Well Niall well he has to have a operation on his knee" I tell her
"Aw Zo it's ok people have operations all the time its..."
"It's life threatening" I whisper
"W..what" she stutters
"So you mean"
I just nod my head slightly trying to hold back the tears threatening to flow
"Shhhh it's ok Zoe no matter what happens me and the lads and maura are all here for you" she says
"If you want while he's in you can stay here"
" no no I'm gunna stay in that hospital and by his side till I know he's pulled through like I know he will" I sigh
"Fine I'll be your food and drinks monitor when does he go in" she asks
"Tomorrow" I say
"Oh" Is all she can say looking at the distraut expression on my face
"It's going to be ok Zoe he will get through it"
"I really hope your right el" I sigh as there's a knock at the door
"I'll get it" El sighs as I snuggle in under the blanket
"Hey Zo wow are you ok" harry asks sitting beside me kissing my forehead
"No" I sigh
"You've got us to look out for both of you so don't worry" he whispers
"Where's niall" I ask
"Oh there coming I just sprinted ahead to see if you were ok" he chuckles
"Aw thank you" I smile as the boys enter
I just stay down and niall takes Harrys spot on the sofa only he lies down next to me
"Well give you both some space come on Lads lets go cook tea" El says
"Ok" they all chime
"You don't have to be miserable you know" he smiles looking straight at me
"Oh really" I sigh
"Yes because what if I wasn't to pull through which is unlikely what would you do then" he asks
"I wouldn't want to live any more" I tell him
"Zoe please don't think like that I'd never forgive myself" he cries
"Sh sh" I hush as he starts to cry
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She's not afraid {n.h}
Fanfiction'We do not exist in any other instant. Here in this dimension,You and I are meant to be' Sneak peek~ "It's ok babe that's not gunna happen he's not gunna find you okay...
