Chapter 62~songs?

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"Zo I want to take you somewhere tonight" niall says nervously which kills me I hate it when he gets nervous.

"Sure you can where?" I question putting on my mascara

"Let's just say it's our final date before you go to uni" he smiles hugging me from behind.

"That sounds nice" I state putting my make up bag into the little cupboard in the bathroom.

"Well I'm ready so we can go if you want" I tell him trying to hide my excitement.

"Niall I just noticed before where's your guitar" I ask him nervously hoping I haven't dropped myself in it

"Oh Harrys using ur to practice on for a while" he smiles at me which I return

"Ok then Marnie see you later" I smile patting her little head gently and popping her sleepy frame in her cage.

"Ok then let's go" I say as I grab my long black coat and get into the passenger side of Nialls car

In the car it is really quiet you can hear soft slow breaths coming from niall as he cautiously drives down the street I reach over when he puts his hand on the gear stick and rest my hand ontop of his hand and run a circle across it to comfort him

"Are you ok" I ask him still caressing the top of his hand.

"Yes I'm fine" he says looking over at me.

He pulls up at a large grey building which looks a bit old and out of use but who am I to complain.

"Come on then" he smiles opening my side of the car and helping me out

"Ok" I say intrigued in where the hell we are going

We enter the large building and go through a series of corridors until we reach a metal painted door with no sign or anything to identify what it is.

"Go on...open it" he tells me his eyes gleaming

I slowly reach my hand out to the door it's surprisingly warm which is weird seeing these corridors are freezing cold.

I push it with my finger tips to reveal a recording studio.

"Aw Ni" I smile looking at him as we walk in and shut the door

"This is our secret recording studio because of all the fans we have to keep it hidden so if you ever wonder where I go all day this is normally the place" he informs me whispering making me laugh

"I love this studio!" I shout as he whinces

"Yeah and I'd prefer that to stay secret thank you and you can shout as loud as you want it's sound proofed idiot" he informs me as I chuckle sitting on one of the seats

"So Horan why did you bring me here?" I ask him as he smiles at me

"Well I wrote you something and I wanted you to hear it before you go away to uni" he tells me his face dropping slightly.

"Oh ok" I smile at him as he nervously picks up his electric guitar.

"She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah
Tight dress with the top cut low
She's addicted to the feeling of letting go
Let it go
She walks in and the room just lights up
But she don't want anyone to know
That I'm the only one that gets to take her home
Take her home
But every time I tell her that I want more
She closes the door" I look at him smiling brightly this is making my heart melt how I realise he writes these for me.

"She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin' in love
Oooh

Maybe she's just trying to test me
Wanna see how hard I'm gonna work
Wanna see if I can really tell how much she's worth
What you're worth

Or maybe all her friends have told her don't get closer
He'll just break your heart

But either way she's teasing me and it's just so hard

Cause every time I tell her how I feel
She says it's not real

She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin' in love
Oooh

What about all the things we say
Talking on the phone so late
I can't let her get away from me
Oooh

But when I say that I can't do it no more
She's back at my door

She's not
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of fallin' in love
She not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of fa-fa-fallin' in love
Oooh

She's not afraid
She's not afraid" he sings shakily finishing his song I walk over to him as he puts his guitar down I hug him tight kissing his forehead

"I love you so much" he tells me making me smile

"I love you too and me going to uni won't change anything I promise"

"Ok good" he sighs hugging me into his chest

"Should we get back?" I ask him it's already half Eleven and we have to be up early tomorrow

"Ok sure" he says taking my hand and his and making his way out of this underground studio.

We quickly run to the car hoping no one sees us and get in niall drives away as fast as possible in case people happen to be taking pictures etc.

When we get back niall is really quiet and is very clinging

"Ohh what's this in aid of" I chuckle as he hugs me from behind softly

"No reason I just want a hug" he tells me I smile at him

"Go upstairs to bed I'll be up soon" I smile at him as he runs upstairs

I quickly text the girls and the lads

Eleanor👭,Perrie💁,Danielle👯,Harry✏️🎤,Louis,Liam💥💫,Zayn💀

From me: Hey guys who's coming over tomorrow x :)

I click send and make my way upstairs to bed and go into the bathroom putting on my pjamas and washing my face

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