I wake up with an enormous head ache I wince in pain
"What's going on" I ask confused to see Gregg is sleeping on the sofa by my bed
"You had a panic attack" Gregg sighs holding my hand in his.
"A panic attack" I sigh rubbing my forehead
I remember my text from the previous night and quickly check my phone
'No messages'
My heart drops and I sigh to myself
"He doesn't care" I say forcing a smile
"I'll leave you to sleep" he sighs hugging me leaving the room
It is 3:45am poor Gregg
I sigh to myself getting out of bed and slipping on a pair of shoes and a hoodie
I climb onto the window ledge with my guitar on my back and phone in my pocket I walk down the path to the treehouse and sit inside. I take out my guitar and start to strum
"Do you remember feeling invincible?
When there was trouble it was us against the world
We kept running, running through the night
Chasing the sun 'til anything felt right
Can you save me now?
I get lost up in the clouds
Can you save me now?
You are my gravity
Can you save me now?
When the ground drops out I get lost in the clouds
Save me now?
You are my gravity
Now my world is shattering" I sing beginning to cry.
"You are my gravity
You are my gravity
You left me out there with no one but myself
In an open field for lightning to strike me down
I was the moon, you were the sun
I can't seem to shine now that you're gone
You ran out of orbit cause you left with no word
Are you somewhere better now?"
"Can you save me now?
I get lost up in the clouds
Can you save me now?
You are my gravity
Can you save me now?
When the ground drops out I get lost in the clouds
Save me now?
You are my gravity
Now my world is shattering
You are my gravity
You are my gravity
When you went away, thought I'd never be the same
Would the nightmare ever end?
If I could do it again I wouldn't change a thing 'cause it's made me who I am
And now I'm shattering
Can you save me now?
When the ground drops out I get lost up in the clouds
Save me now?
You are my gravity
Can you save me now?
When the ground drops out I get lost up in the clouds
Save me now?
You are my gravity
Now my world is shattering
Now my world is shattering
You are my gravity" I sing wiping my tears I put my head in my hands and begin to shake again.
I feel a hand on my back and i jump at the sudden contact
"Gregg I'm fine" I sigh wiping my tears not looking at the person beside me
"Gregg hmm" I hear him beside me again I walk over to the tree house window and look out.
"Gregg I really can't be bothered for jokes right now I'm worried about tomorrow and what Nialls gunna be like or say to me will he be the same will he ignore me ive felt so alone" I sigh
"I'm sorry" the person says wrapping his arms round my waist but this time in a voice I only recognise as...Niall
"Ni.." I stutter turning found to see him beaming I jump into his arms hugging him tight
"I missed you Zo" he whispers kissing my cheek
"Why didn't you text me" I sigh pulling away but still enwrapped in the hug
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She's not afraid {n.h}
Fanfiction'We do not exist in any other instant. Here in this dimension,You and I are meant to be' Sneak peek~ "It's ok babe that's not gunna happen he's not gunna find you okay...
