She's not afraid {n.h}

Chapter 15~ Mixed emotions

I go upstairs to find Maura with a pile of clothes on the bed

"Maura what's happening?" I ask

"Nialls taking you out so we need to get you ready" she squeals

"Okay" I say

I change into a pink long sleeve top and start to pull off my socks Maura comes towards me then I remember

"Zoe what happened!?" Maura asks me examining my foot

"What happened to what?" I ask trying to pretend I don't know

"Why oh good god Zoe no no no why?!" she crys seeing the cut just above my ankle

I sit down on the bed and start to cry

"I can't take it I just can't!" I cry

She hugs me in

"What's happening?" she asks

"Ill tell you but you have to swear not to tell Niall god knows what he will do please promise me Maura" I tell her

"Okay I promise babe" I says hugging me tighter

"The hate was okay it really was but it's just been getting worse and worse at the minute and its really getting to me their telling me to kill myself Maura kill myself! they are even setting up accounts saying to kill myself so by doing this I'm doing them a favour!" I tell her

"Hunnie no please don't do this to yourself you don't deserve that you dating Niall is always going to bring on hate but you have to stay strong for niall for your relationship please promise me you will stop doing this to yourself hun please?" she virtually begs

"Okay I promise" I sniff hugging her

"Do you still want to go out tonight?" she asks

"Yeah cause if I don't niall will know something's up" I say

"Babe you can't keep this from him forever" she tells me

"I know but it's only one cut and It doesn't matter I'm just pathetic and I I don't want him getting upset" I sigh

"Hun he's going to be more upset if he finds out with out us telling him"

"I know but he won't so it's fine anyway I'm gunna get dressed" I say trying to laugh it off

"Ok" Maura sighs as I get changed and quickly do my make up

"Here comes niall" Maura says as we hear the front door shut

"You ready pri..... Woahhhh!"

"What" I ask

"You look beautiful" he comments

Making me smile "thanks Niall"

He has a blue shirt with grey trousers on looking posh with his hair quiffed upwards

"You look handsome" I coo tugging on his cheeks playfully

He smiles and pulls me out the door

He then goes in the compartment in the car

And pulls out some cloth "oh no niall I hate surprises" I whine

"Tough" he laughs whilst putting it on me

"If paparazzi or fans drive past their gunna think you kidnapping me" I whine he chuckles

"Off we go" he says pulling out of the drive at least I think so anyway

When the car stops I get excited "can I take it off now!" I squeal like a five year old

"Nope" niall chuckles

He opens my side of the car and we walk for about five minutes "right you are gonna have to walk up a ladder so ill go behind you ok you will be fine" he tells me

"Okay.. wait WHAT" I worry

"It's fine trust me" he says as I slowly walk up the ladder he pulls me up to the top until we are standing on solid ground

"There you can take it off now" he tells me

I take it off "aw Ni it's lovely" I smile

"It is isnt it" he smiles

"Is this your treehouse?" I ask

"Yeah me my dad and Gregg built it when we were young bit it seems to be the only place to go when I want to be alone I'm sorry it's not very classy I mean we can go somewhere else if you want I me..." I cut him off with my lips connecting with his

"Niall no it's beautiful I love it" I smile

"Really?" he smiles back

"Yup" I say looking out the little window as he wraps his arms around me from behind

"Ni?" I question

"Uhum" he mumbles into my neck

"Why did you drive if you house is just around the corner?" I ask

"I want to confuse you" he laughs

"Cheeky creep" I smirk

"That's me I dunno about you but I'm starved" he tells me

"Me two" I smile

As we sit down and eat all the food niall brought for us to eat afterwards I cuddle into his side

"Niall I don't wanna go tomorrow I wish we were like this all the time" I sigh

"I know Zo but you have to understand just how much my job means to me" he tells me

"I know babe I know" I say cuddling his stomach

"I can't believe we have to leave tomorrow afternoon" I sigh

"Yup but just think we get to see the lads and the girls tomorrow" he cheers sarcastically making me giggle

"Come on Ni there not that bad and by the way when are we going back to yours?" I ask

"Well...." he mumbles

"Well what?"

"I thought you would like to sleep here tonight with me if you want t-o" he stutters

"Now horan what did I tell you about the stuttering" I smirked

"I was wondering if you wanted to sleep here tonight" he whispered

"Ni I'd love to" I tell him snuggling into him more he pulls out a bag with some pjs for me and him and lots of cushions and blankets there's already a mattress up here

He just gets changed in front of me but I tell him to turn around I'm a bit self conscience plus he might see the cut but knowing Niall he turns around trying to joke but then he sees it

"Z-z-oe" he stutters trying not to cry

"Niall I I I " I stutter back afraid he's gunna be angry instead he runs up to me even though I'm only in my 5sos tank top and throws his arms round me as I cry into his shoulder I slip my pj bottoms on and he pulls me under the blanket next to him

"Baby why" he mumbles

"Ni I don't want you to get mad or upset" I tell him

"Babe I won't please just tell me" he tells me kissing my forehead

"Well I was getting used to occasional hate but it's got worse lately with all the hate accounts sending me so many tweets to kill myself it's to much" I cry again

"Princess promise me you will stop because I'm not going to go on your and leave you if.."

"Niall it's ok I already promised Maura" I sigh

"Hang on mum knew" niall asks me

"Yeah but only when I got changed" I tell him

He just sighs in response "well night princess"

"Night Nialler I love you"

"Love you too"