I pack my bag it's now dark outside I go into Mine and Nialls room I see him asleep on his bed
I go over and put the note beside his bed kissing his cheek "this is for your own good" I whisper leaving the room
I go downstairs to the stables tack up one of the horses and gallop off into the woods
*Niall POV
"Zo Zo no don't hurt her Zo!"I scream waking up
"Oh Zo I just had the most awful" I look round to find her not there and sigh to myself
I need to talk to her so I jump out of bed put on my clothes and go next door to Els flat
I knock twice and theres El
"El is Zoe with you" I ask frantically
"No she's with you" she yawns
"No wait OMG no Zoe please no!" I yell running to see the lads I barge into there flat seeing them all awake and laughing
"Lads where's Zoe!" I yell frantically she can't of gone
"I don't know mate" they tell me
"Oh god" I cry running back to my room collapsing on my bed the lads and El run into my room
"All her stuffs gone" Harry sighs as I sit on the bed with my head in my hands
"It's all my fault"
"No it's not Niall she can't of gone far"
"Wait what's this?" El says picking up a note off my bedside table
She reads it and starts to cry "oh no" she says collapsing to the floor
"What is it" I shout picking the note up off the floor
'Dear my Niall
I want you to know you mean the absolute world to me you treat me like I'm the only girl in the world.
With out you I wouldn't of had all these adventures, made new friends or even gain a family
These last few days have been difficult and I can't help but think I am taking advantage of you all.
You have made my life worth living which I thought it never would
I have realised recently I'm getting in your way
I love you so much the other night I got frightened and nervous and didn't want to let you down I'm so sorry I heard you taking to Liam and break down in tears
I hate to see you cry I hate myself I have decided I've mucked your life's up enough so I'm going don't try to find me because this is it I'm gone fir ever i have nothing left I'm sorry but this is goodbye
Yours always
Zoe x '
With that I get my shoes on "Niall where are you going!" they all yell
"To stop Zoe before its to late I know where she is!" I yell as they all rush after me down stairs
"Go see if anyone's seen her!" I yell grabbing Liam's hand and pulling him outside with me
"ZOE! ZOE!" I yell crying
"They haven't seen her" el says running out
"Niall!" I hear Liam tell me and El sprint over to him
"What!" I yell
"One of the horses has gone" he says
"She's in the woods!" I cry getting onto one of the horses
"If she gets hurt ill never forgive myself!" I cry
"Niall you can't ride a horse!" el yells
"Zo tort me" I tell her as I gallop ahead hearing them follow soon after
We all split up
"ZOE!" I cry
"Zoe I'm so sorry I love you please I beg you don't do this!" I scream
"Ah" I hear a moan from ahead
"ZOE!" I cry
I gallop over to the noise it gets louder
Then I see her
"Zoe!" I cry jumping off and running to her side
"Zoe I'm so sorry" I crys taking her head and placing it on my leg
"Niall I'm not gunna make it" she crys
"No Zo it's ok it's ok you will" I scream
"Liam Liam call a ambulance !" I scream I gain a ok from Liam across the wood
"Niall" she asks
"Yeah"
"I.I love you" she breaths her eyes closing as I cry
Writer note
I'm sorry cliff hanger but this chapter made me cry writing it do you think Zoe will make it?
Emily x
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