Colors (rewritten)

ASHLEY

I never thought I could ever feel like this, everytime I look at Kristen my heart flutters. Even behind those glasses she's still the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and her green eyes are stunning.

I can't stop looking at her. I want to be near her, so I can touch her and smell her.

Geez, I'm coming off as creepy but then again I have staring at her for the last twenty minutes of gym class so maybe, yes, I am creepy.

Suddenly she catches me looking at her, our eyes meet and like an idiot I continue starring at her. I know I should quickly look away but I just can't.

But Kristen being the angel that she is, smiles at me and even waves at me. Now I feel even more idiotic because I can't seem to wave or even smile back which is crazy because she's one of my best friends. I should be able to act normal around her.

But my feelings for Kristen are anything but normal. If anything, I'm starting to feel lightheaded and a bit nauseous. Well that might have little to do with my feelings for Kristen and more with the fact that I haven't eaten anything in hours.

Suddenly, a ball hits me at the back of my head and it instantly knocks me to the ground. With the combination of the hunger and the blow, I immediately black out.

"Oh my God!" I'm pretty sure that's Max's voice. "What the hell Camila, you are on the same team!"

"There was really no need to hit her that hard." And that's Liam's voice.

I can feel them hovering around me and I'm sure all eyes are on me right at this moment. Great just what I needed.

"I think you killed her."

"Oh please," I hear Camilla say in a less than sympathetic tone. "It was an accident and I didn't hit her that hard, if anything is going to kill her, it's her anorexia."

"Shut the fuck up!" Max snarls at her but knowing Camilla she's probably flipping her hair, not in the least bothered by Max's attitude.

"Miss Genesis, control yourself."

"Maybe we should give her room to breathe." That's probably a good idea and not only because it's coming from the sweetest girl ever but because I really need to get off this floor and recover from my embarrassing moment alone.

"Why don't you give her mouth to mouth Kristen?"

What? Mouth to mouth? With Kristen! That will be like her kissing me, right?

My heart thumbs at the idea of Kristen's lips on my own. It will be our first kiss and I will be unconscious, well partially unconscious. But it still counts!

"Max you are such an idiot!"

"Excuse me?"

"Mouth to mouth is administered when someone almost drowns not when they faint." Camilla the know it all says to Max. "But of course, what do you know besides taking off your clothes and getting infront of a camera?" She continues to taunt my friend.

"You bitch, I will kill you!" Max finally snaps.

Well, I guess that's my cue to put an end to this fainting charade. So much for mine and Kristen's first kiss.

Thanks to Max no one is paying much attention to me right now. Everyone is too busy watching Kristen and Liam hold back her from attacking Camilla. I guess that's far more entertaining than watching an unconscious girl.

I wonder what Mr Montez, the gym teacher, is going to do about all of this. Max is not usually this violent but Camilla always goes out of her way to harass us. For instance, take how she 'accidentally' hit me with the ball. She's just that bitchy but hides it well under her class and intelligence.