Dark Cravings

8.

HEAVEN'S POV:

I'm feeling that same way I felt that night. My hands and legs are shaking out of my control while I can't stop my heart from rushing at such a speed when it felt like leaping a beat or few. I began grabbing the silk fabric of my dress tightly, a sudden piercing pain entering my head.

What they'll do with me? I'm all alone with no one. Thoughts, one after another made their way inside mind. Dada would never let me be this weak, I'm so weak, alone. I am powerless, for now decisions of my life are being taken by others, as per their wish.

Tears ran down my cheeks, messing my face along with that little vision I had. I closed my eyes, clutching my heart, panging against my chest while I could hear it through my ears. This world is so mean, so bad, I can't fight alone, I can't.

“Dad.. ” I cried, just like I used to whenever I was in pain. But this time, it was different. I kept crying but he didn't reply, I was hurting but I couldn't find that comforting embrace and his peaceful shadow anywhere. I lost everything, a friend, a world, my everything.

Now my throat couldn't support the weight of my sorrows, it gave up on my breaths. Struggle, I began struggling for air while coughing, my face and arms going numb.

“Heaven!! ” I heard someone exclaim but my breathe couldn't afford to see who it was. My chest's tightening, now I don't know whether I can breathe or not.

Suddenly, I was held up by someone who began stroking my back with fast stroke while I cried my heart out on that person's chest, running out of breathe.

“Heaven.. Oh my god!! It's okay, I'm here, calm down.. Breathe in slowly. ” I heard that voice commanding me in its soft feminine tone. Ariana.. Who's this? All voices felt like mixing up to form a unclear sound in my head.

“Heaven, breathe in, come on. Don't cry, it'll be alright” she kept rubbing my back while I tried my best to calm down or whatever she was telling me to do. That lump in throat held back my voice and breathe, I felt like I saw my end just seconds away from me.

“Heaven.. Please, try to breathe. Slowly.. Come on.. ” she pleaded while palpitating herself.

I was loosing hopes when I remembered how Julian helped me overcome this. I didn't have much strength, I tried to force myself to inhale and exhale rhythmically while Ariana held me close to her, stroking my back.

“Slowly, breathe in, everything will be alright” she uttered, her voice shivering with her arms.

I took a breathe in along with hers just like Julian told me and exhaled, using up all of my energy. Slowly, I gathered up my energy to take another breathe slowly with my eyes closed. Even though the extreme shivering of my body didn't stop, I slowly began catching a track. One more time, I drew air in and let it out.

She held me this whole time while I tried hard to retain my breathe . It made me struggle to reach this place where I could feel control over my arms and breathe returning. I opened my eyes, pinching like needles, to look at her worried face, sitting in front of me.

“Heaven... How's it feeling now? Is it okay? ” she asked, upset at my condition.

I nodded weakly.

“Heaven! ” a voice entered and I found Kian standing in front of us with few other bodyguards of Ariana.

“I couldn't find you anywhere, had to look up the cameras. Thank god you're safe” he spoke, sighing.

What's wrong with him all of a sudden? Why is worried and pretending that he cares. Wasn't he the one who did his best to ruin my life, my character today. I hate him even more.