~•Like Me?•~ (Awesamdude x reader)

(6) you know that I want to be with you

I woke up to the light shining through the windows in the living room. I got up, walking over to the bathroom to change. I noticed I was still in Wilbur's hoodie and should probably give it back, but I didn't have any other hoodies....oh yeah! Sam said I could borrow one of his! I decided I was going to give Wilbur's hoodie back, get one of Sam's, and then talk to Tubbo. I put on some ripped jeans and headed out the door, hoodie in hand. Underneath the hoodie was just a plain black T-shirt will a small logo on the top right of it. I walked towards Wilbur's van, I knew he would most likely be in there. As soon as I stepped in I was greeted by a very happy Wilbur.

Wilbur- "Ah! Y/n! You came to say hi?"

I looked at him and smiled, handing him the hoodie.

Y/n- "Yes, and I also needed to give this back. Sorry I had it for so long."

Wilbur grabbed the hoodie out of my hands with almost a sad look on his face.

Wilbur- "Well, thank you. I do hope you know you can keep it for however long you want, but I appreciate that you were thinking about me."

A small blush crept itself onto wilbur's face, making me slightly uncomfortable.

Y/n- "Definitely! No problem, now, I need to go do a few things. See ya Willby!"

The nickname made his face even more red, making me want to leave before I accidentally led him on any longer. I hated doing this, leading him on and not telling him I don't feel the same, but I also don't wanna lose him. He has been one of the few things that I have relied on very heavily. That list only including Tubbo, Sam, and him. It was something that hurt, but I had to do it for the time being. Just so I could figure out how I felt, about Will, and about Sam. It was gonna suck, but I had to do it. I waved him goodbye, trying to walk out the door, but before I could I felt two arms wrap around my waist and felt a head in the crook of my neck. I got a bit startled for a second, but then relaxed. Wilbur wasn't going to try anything. It's just a hug. I smiled.

Y/n- "Bye Willby."

He looked up at me with the biggest grin, looking me dead in the eyes.

Wilbur- "Goodbye, N/n." (Nickname)

I smiled at the nickname he gave me, it made me feel happy. Not the happy I felt when I was around Sam though, that was just something I couldn't help. I didn't like Wilbur like that, I just didn't. If I could force myself to like him, I would. Just so he could be happy. That's just not possible, and I don't want him to hurt. He let go of me and held his own hands, smiling widely at me. I looked back and smiled at him as well. I then walked out the door, ready to head to Sam's house. Before I got completely out of earshot though, I could hear Wilbur say something.

Wilbur- "I love you..."

You almost tripped over your own feet. No way he just said that, no way! You knew this had gone on for long enough, you couldn't keep doing this to him. You fast-walked to Sam's house, Hoping to be able to give him a hug and sooth your anxiety. Once you got to the door you knocked quietly, hoping he would hear. The door opened and out came Sam, happyness written all over him.

Sam- "Oh, Y/n! Did you come for some extra lessons?"

I smiled, he was always so happy to teach me stuff.

Y/n- "Well, not really. I actually- um- came here for something e-else."

Saying this earned a questionable look from Sam, but he let you in regardless. The second you stepped in the house, you ran to his room. Already knowing where it is from all the times you came here to study English. You could hear him chase after you, laughing a small bit in confusion. After you had gotten into his room, you oped the closet, found a green hoodie with creeper patterns all over it, and grabbed it. You quickly put the hoodie on, to late to realize it was far too big. You put your hands on your hips as Sam walked in, startled for a little bit, but then finally giggling a bit. He had a light blush on his cheeks, but grabbed his mask off the bedside table to hide it. It made heat rush to your face as well, forcing you to hide in the oversized creeper hoodie.

Sam- "Heh, well at least I know why you came over."

He laughed, but kept his eyes locked with mine. It made both of us blush like crazy.

Sam- "you look really cute in that."

Sam realized what he had said and immediately tried to cover it up.

Sam- "I UH- I MEAN UHM...y-you just look g-good in that....uhm....I'm sorry."

He looked down at his feet, the blush on his face being very obvious. I giggled and blushed at the failed attempt to cover up him calling me cute.

Y/n- "Sammy, did you just call me cute?~"

I wanted to tease him a little bit, it was obvious that he was very easy to mess with. It was funny actually. The amount of blush on his face after I said that was crazy, probably even more blush than I had. Which honestly is saying something as I was blushing like crazy because of the situation in general.

Sam- "I- uhm...well, i-if your okay with it then, y-yeah. I did. And I'd do it again too."

He said the last bit of that sentence with much more confidence, looking me right in my eyes and not looking away. My eyes widened at his pure confidence in himself after he realized I didn't mind being complimented. I still decided to tease him though, obviously.

Y/n- "Okay Mr. I totally know how to flirt. Calling me cute is a very basic compliment you know. You should try harder."

A smirk landed on my face as I said that, slowly gaining my own confidence back. I wondered what he would try. What he did do I didn't expect. Before I could make another snarky remark, I had noticed he had gotten closer. It gave a shiver down my spine as I felt him lift my chin up to look at him. He no longer wore his mask, probably took it off while he was walking over to me. I could see the giant smirk on face as he looked dead in the eyes.

Sam- "Try harder you say? Alright."

He leaned into me, and I felt his lips against mine. I was shocked for a seconds but soon melted into the kiss. He pulled away after a few seconds and looked at me smugly, still a blushing mess though. I, myself, was also a blushing mess. I looked at him, shocked, but I soon looked at the floor, tasting defeat.

Y/n- "F-fine...you win..."

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A/n:
E. I've never wrote a kissing scene before so if it sucks I'm sorrryyyyyy. Also, yes, Wilbur is gonna be the big sad, but that's for another chapter. Kay, bye all you lovely people! Have a wonderful day/night!^^

(Also, like, three chapters in one day? Pog.)