☹︎Shuichi's POV☺︎︎
He's not acting like himself, I mean, he is more ''soft'' and he has been acting off for awhile.. I mean, I never really tried to know him well but.. he seems like in interesting person. Maybe he isnt just a lying asshole.. Sure we would talk occasionally but we arent close at all.. Lately, I've seen him less, and less. It also seems like he hasnt been taking very good care of himself, telling by his eyebags and how he has been acting... It seems like he may be trying to distance himself from people. But maybe I'm looking too mutch into it.. I mean-..
After awhile I realized he was asleep. He turned around a few times on my lap, shuddering occasionally. It was kinda cute- But again, I'm not gay.
I grabbed the blanket and put it over his body.
After awhile, Kokichi woke up, yawning.
"Nghhh.. He..y Saihar...a...."
"Did you sleep well?"
"Mmhmmm....yeaaahh..... bu..t...I lo... you..Saih..ar..a....."
What did he say?
"Hm? Can you say that again Kokichi?"
"No. Never..mind...."
Kokichi sat up and hugged me, why would he hug me? He wrapped his arms around me and layed his head down on my shoulder.
Maybe I do like him? I feel kind of happy around him, but like, a different kind of happy, like I feel my face go hot and it feels like my stomach is going to explode, in a good way?
He took his head off of my shoulder and rubbed his eyes.
"Tha..nk you."
He yawned and crawled into my lap. He sat in my lap and layed his head against my chest.
"Aaaaaaaah- I'm sorry- eah- sorry!!-"
His face turned red and he climbed off my lap. He sat at the edge of the bed, covering his face with the blanket.
"Hey- its okay.."
He looked at me with tears threatening to fall.
"That's embarrassing- ehe~..."
☹︎Kokichi's POV☺︎︎
Shit, I ruined it. Why would I do that?- I'm a fucking idiot.
I tried to act like my 'usual self' but that failed. I was too exhausted to keep that shit up.
"Sorry..."
I let the tears fall.
I broke.
I just sat there.
"Why are you apologizing Kokichi?"
He isn't mad?
why?
"Be..cause.... I-.."
It felt like I couldn't breathe, at all.
"Shh, its okay Kokichi, calm down-.. I'm not mad or anything.."
He came over to me and pulled me into his lap, petting my head softly.
I felt my breathing slow down, and my face grow warm.
"Thank y..you..."
"Its no problem.."
I hugged him tightly, I dont fucking care if it hurt my arms, my whole body was in constant pain. I got used to it eventually.
But hugging him seemed to hurt more because I wouldn't be able to spend my future with him.
᪥Im tired, goodnight, and tommorow is the first day of school so i might not update as often.᪥
