☹︎Kokichi's POV☺︎︎
Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies.. lies... lieslieslieslieslies..
ITS ALL A GIANT FUCKING LIE! ISNT IT?
HE'S LYING, IM LYING. ALL OF US ARE LYING!~
"You're... Lying-.. ar..arent you..."
"I'm not lying-.. why do you think that?-..."
"B-..because..."
He pulled me closer to him and I hid my face in his chest, still crying.
"Please tell me Kokichi..."
"Wh..why? You'd never... know if I am lying- a-after all-... I'm just a tag-along..liar!~...."
I cried, hugging him tighter.
"No you're not..."
YesIAmYesIAmYesIAmYesIAmYesIAm
"St..stop with this.. 'I cArE aBoUt YoU' bullshit.... I-I know you're lying.. Just like everyone else.... you..your all.. just.. big liars... you just don't realize it...."
I'm so stupid- he was probably the only one who cared.. I just yelled at him... for. No. Reason.. nobody has held me like this before.. he probably did care.... I'm so fucking stupid..
"Kokichi-.. I do care about you, And that isn't a lie, even if you think it is, I Care About You"
He does, he cares about me.. Oh my god... he seems serious.. He really cares?- he couldn't- I mean-..
"Y-..You care about me..."
"So please tell me whats wrong.. so I can help you...."
I cant tell him, he will leave. He will call me weak. He will beat me. He will hurt me...
"I... I-.. cant tell you....."
"Why..?"
"I-.. I'm so-Sorry- I... I just cant-..."
"Why.. at least tell me why..."
"You-...You'll lea-leave-....."
My breath hitched as I spoke.
"I promise I wont leave..."
"NO! STOP. I-I'VE ALREADY SAID-.. I DON'T WANNA TELL YOU-.. WHAT... are you not u-understanding-........"
Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid
"I.. Sorry......-"
Why is he apologizing?
"Don..Don't... apologize-......."
"Why?."
"Because-..."
"Kokichi please just tell me whats wrong..."
"No..."
"Please, I just want to help you, And I would never leave.."
I want to trust him.....
"You will leave... Everyone leaves eventually.. You cant make that promise to me.."
"I wont leave...I will stay with you for as long as you need.."
Please stop...
"No.. You will leave... If not leave, You'll find another way to hurt me. So no... I'm not telling you..."
"I would never try to hurt you- and I wont leave!. I promise.. Okay?-"
He wouldn't lie.. That's not like him-...
"No.. I'm sorry......"
"Okay-.. I wont irritate you anymore..."
He gently pulled me off of him and got up off of the bed, leaving me sitting there alone.
No please don't leave.. I don't want to be alone...... please please please...
"N-No wait-..."
"Huh..?"
"I-I don't wanna be alone-... don't leave.. please...."
I kind of mumbled as I was still crying.
You're so fucking annoying shut the fuck up. You're probably annoying him so mutch, Just shut up.
Shuichi just gave me an understanding look and sat down next to me on the bed.
He pulled me into his lap gently.
"Can we uh-.. go to your room?-...... I don't really.. Feel comfortable staying in my room....."
I felt my cheeks go a little hot as I stated my request.
"Mmhmm"
He slightly smiled, I could tell he was just trying to make me feel better.
I slowly got off of him. Watching him get up off the bed, I followed after him and ended up in his room a few minutes later.
We both sat down on the bed and he pulled me back into his lap.
"I-I'm sorry if I'm being annoying-..."
I usually would never actually apologise for that. After all they'll think I'm weak.
"Nooo, Don't worry, You aren't being annoying..."
I smiled a tiny bit and fell asleep with my head resting on his lap.
᪥I'm so sorry this took forever to publish, I just havent really been motivated to write lately.᪥
