TW: Selfharm - Bullying - Gaslighting - Abuse
☹︎Kokichi's POV☺︎︎
I explained the situation to Shuichi, In which he hugged me and pretty mutch refused to let me go as he told me kind things. It was kind of enjoyable and made me forget about Kaito for awhile.
After a bit me and Shuichi were laying down, he held me close as my head was rested against his chest. I heard a knock at the door and flinched, I looked up at Shuichi before getting up and going to the door.
I opened the door to see Kaito and our homeroom teacher standing there.
"Ouma, come with me."
Our teacher said as I looked back at Shuichi, trembling.
"Why..?"
"Because we know what you have done to yourself, you may need serious mental help, we are going to discuss this with the school counciller."
Nodded slowly and looked back at Shuichi.
I looked down at my feet and stepped out of my dorm, closing the door behind me.
When we got to the councillers office, me and Kaito sat down infront of her.
"So... Kokichi Ouma and Kaito Momota I presume..."
We both nodded and looked up at her, her hair was a strange greyish blonde, cut into a curly bob-cut. She had an expression that was almost indescribable, her face was scrunched up, making it look like she was disgusted and angry at the same time. She wore a blue vest with a black knee-length skirt with black leggings. She had a flower pin on her vest, she wore a white blouse underneath the vest. She had red lipstick and blue eyeshadow with seemingly old mascara, which was partially smudged right above her left eyelid. Her small glasses, held up by a beaded string was attached to her glasses, keeping them on, even though they looked as if the glasses would fall off at any moment.
"Okay, so Kokichi, you are here because of being caught self harming, correct?"
I nodded again.
"And Kaito, you are here for taking the picture and invading his privacy."
Kaito glared at me then back at the teacher.
"I only did it in self defense! He was fighting me!"
"I know Kaito, you have explained many times, you are free to go, as for you Ouma.."
Kaito smiled at me and walked out of the room.
"You can't expect everything to go right for you, you are just an ungrateful brat, your a kid, do you know how hard it is to raise children and pay taxes? Do you pay taxes Ouma?"
She asked me.
I shook my head and looked down.
"Look at me, You have nothing, I repeat nothing to be depressed about, Lots of people have it harder."
She grabbed my arm and rolled up my sleeve, her painted red nails dug into my cuts making them re-open and bleed.
"Mm so its true.. This is all your fault I hope you know, if you weren't an attention seeking brat this wouldn't happen.."
She said before taking out some alcohol, that is usually used to clean cuts, and poured the bottle over my open cuts.
I whined in pain and bit the inside of my mouth to try and distract me from the pain.
After what seemed to be an hour of pure suffering, I was let go, I ran out of the office, slamming the door behind me, before running out of the school and to the dormitories.
I went inside and ran to Shuichi, who was sitting on the ground on his phone. I sat down in his lap and hugged him tightly as tears poured down my face.
"Sh-Shuuiiicchhii... He-He showed them alllll.... they all know..! Th-the teacher.. s-she hur-hurt me... anditsmyfaultitsallmyfaultbecauseI-"
"Whoa.. slow down.... its okay Kokichi, its not your fault, they are just terrible people.. okay.?"
"B-ButitsmyfaultbecauseImakepeoplehate mebybeingloudandannoyingsoitsmyfault
itsallmyfault..."
I repeated quickly as I cried.
"Listen to me Kokichi! Its not your fault I promise!"
"I hate promises...! I-I don't believe you...!"
I yelled as tears stained my sweater.
"You said it would get better but It wont! You said everything will be okay! Well its not okay! I am so fucking close to ending it all and you telling me 'ohh it will get better' is just giving me false hope! It wont get better Shuichi! Thats the reality! I've learned that..!"
I yelled before jumping onto my bed and wrapping myself in a blanket.
"Then why don't you stop coming to me?"
What...?
