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To be honest, this week has been pretty moody for me. However much effort I put into talking with Joshua, he kept ignoring me, it was bothering me. I also did not have much conversation with Jake because we were awkward with each other.

The only time Joshua talked to me was to inform me that he was busy for the weekend and had to cancel the plans for the coffee. Great, just great. During this first week, I realized that I had a teeny-tiny crush on Joshua and it can turn into liking if we both spent time together.

I wanted to spend time with him. When I would be free, my mind would always wander off to Joshua. How much I observed the dimples on his cheeks when he smiles, his wavy long black hair, how tall he was, and how polite and kind of a person he was. Not to mention he was great at basketball and seemed to be intelligent too.

Now come think of it, I was average compared to him. I was average compared to Jake too but we still sort of ended up together. But with Joshua, I felt like there is no hope. I am not very tall, nor do I have a perfect body with a perfect smile. I am good at studies but he's better than me. Guess I have to spend this weekend all by myself.

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