amoretto | yeonbin

➹♡ zero ♡➹

the taller boy was pushed against the wall. the passion could be clearly seen in the eyes of both the boys. placing his lips on the other guy, they both indulged themselves in a long, sensual kiss. their lips connecting, tongues overlapping, anyone could see the passion in their kiss.

anyone.

anyone including choi soobin.

choi soobin blinked once. and then he blinked again.

that was his 3-month old boyfriend. shoving his tongue down another guy's throat.

why? just why does this always happen to him?

the two guys froze upon noticing soobin. the corner of soobin's mouth twitched in annoyance.

"ah soobin---" said his boyfriend.

"out. out of my house now. get lost."

without saying a word, his now ex-boyfriend left. clearly not affected by the break-up. it was almost as if he wanted that.

that's it.

soobin was never going to fall in love.

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"waaaahhh" cried soobin, chugging down his nth beer.

"oi, soobin. calm down." said daehwi. "going at this rate of a breakup, you're going to spend all your money on beer."

"asshole. dick. motherf--"

daehwi quickly covered his friend's mouth. "just to remind you that this is a family restaurant."

"but," said soobin, utterly wasted. his eyes hurt from crying. "i'm never going to fall in love."

daehwi sighed. "how do you manage to fall in love with a dickhead all the time?"

"tell me about it." said soobin. "everyone who i love is always some cheating bastard."

"you need to have some resistance when it comes to falling in love. gosh, you fall in love with almost everyone."

"anyone who has a good face. thank god, your face is not my type. otherwise, i would've fallen in love with you as well."

daehwi shook his head. "did you forget about how you confessed to me the first time you saw me? unlike those bastards, i politely rejected you. and thanks to that, you have one decent friend."

soobin looked up at daehwi and blinked. "i confessed to you?" and then soobin giggled. "i've confessed to so many people, i lost track."

daehwi sighed, taking away the beer bottle from his friend. he never really understood soobin. how did he manage to get his heart broken so many times and yet fall in love over and over again?

soobin was a nice person. he was kind, caring about others and if he was in love with you, he'd treat you with so much care. daehwi doesn't mean that everyone should be in love with soobin but he just couldn't understand why none of soobin's relationships worked out.

he really wished soobin would stop falling in love so easily.

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"how could you do this?!"

yeonjun shrugged. "sorry, i don't get what you're talking about."

"excuse me? i saw you kissing someone else. a girl."

yeonjun shrugged once again. "i still don't get it."

"you're dating me? how can you kiss someone else like that?"

"her lips looked soft and i have a weakness for those." said yeonjun, nonchalantly.

"so, it's fine if you're cheating on me? but i love you."

yeonjun looked at his boyfriend. "huh. funny."

"excuse me?"

"well, if you accept me to be dedicating my whole life to you, then sorry. no can do. i mean, what's the fun in staying with someone in your whole life, right? it's better to have a taste of different kinds of people. why chain yourself down to one?"

"you're...you're the worst." said his boyfriend and left.

yeonjun tilted his head. guess that was another break-up. he felt nothing. no remorse. no guilt. nothing.

yeonjun yawned, stretching. today was a sunday, which meant he had university classes tomorrow.

oh. yeonjun groaned. his ex-boyfriend had left his phone here. so much for a dramatic exit.

yeonjun had a simple mind. love wasn't real. he never understood the concept of love. how was it possible to be in love with someone for years? after you get to know everything about them, what interests you?

don't get yeonjun wrong. it wasn't like he had some traumatic episode of a first love where he left heartbroken. quite the contrary actually.

he's never been in love.

well, maybe cause he doesn't believe in that concept at all. putting so much weight on the words 'i love you' was so dumb and was something yeonjun couldn't understand at all. sure enough, yeonjun had liked a lot of people before. people who make his heart race and who he enjoys spending time with.

but after some time, yeonjun always loses interest. the same person who his heart raced for, he finds that person suffocating.

yeonjun looked at that guy's phone. the home screen was a picture the both of them took on their first date.

he scoffed.

only dumb people believe in love.

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