amoretto | yeonbin

➹♡ thirty-three ➹♡

Yeonjun walked into the room, tired. He was done talking to people, he was done drinking, he was done eating, all he had to do was hit the bed and fall asleep. 

Much to his surprise, he was the first one back. The other beds were all empty and the room was cold as the window had been left opened. Yeonjun frowned, did his capacity to socialize decrease? Why was he so tired already? Maybe the other members in his room had an insane capacity to socialize. Yeonjun thought back to the other people in his room. Soobin, Taehyun, Beomgyu and Kai. Nah, none of them looked like the socializing type. 

Yeonjun was too tired to continue on with his thoughts. He merely shrugged as he walked towards his bed and plopped onto it. He covered himself with the blanket and was just going to slip into dreamland when he heard the door open. 

"Is no one else here?" said Soobin, walking into the room and closing the door behind him. His voice was slurry. Yeonjun assumed he was wasted beyond reason. On a normal day, Yeonjun would've used this situation completely to his advantage but today the bed he lay upon was so much, so much more precious to him. He was not giving up his comfort for a drunk fool. 

Soobin instantly spotted Yeonjun, who was in a desperate attempt to fall asleep. "Oh, Yeonjun! You're here. How great is that."

Yeonjun groaned internally. There goes his sleep. He got up quickly and instantly hit something. 

"Ow, ow" said Yeonjun, grabbing his forehead. He glared at Soobin, who was also rubbing his temple. 

"Who the fuck puts their face so close to someone who is sleeping?" hissed Yeonjun. Soobin merely giggled in response. 

"I was just getting a better look at your pretty face." replied Soobin, a silly grin plastered all over his face. 

This time, Yeonjun groaned out loud. He really, really, did not have the energy to deal with this. A drunk fool and a drunk flirt were not on his list today. Not when he was this tired. 

"Soobin listen. I'll do you a favor and escort you to your bed which is a mere 6 inches away from my bed. Capiche?"

Soobin frowned and sat on the edge of Yeonjun's bed. "But I want to talk."

Yeonjun rolled his eyes. "Talk about what? I don't think it's possible to have a rational conversation with someone who is drunk."

"Oh since when do all conversations have to be rational, sometimes you need to talk shit."

"Yes, totally agree." said Yeonjun, sarcasm dripping from his voice. "But today is not the day, Soobin. Go sleep."

"Why are you being boooooringgggg? Are you not going to ask me how things went between Daehwi and I?"

"No, I don't need to ask you to see it went well. And also I kinda don't give a shit so how about you find someone else to trash talk with? Where's Kai, he seems like to actively and willingly listen to your bullshit."

Soobin merely stared at Yeonjun. "I want to talk to you, though."

Yeonjun felt a little bit of sleep fade away. What did he just say? He ignored the slight increase in his pulse. Must be the tiredness and the alcohol. 

"Uh and I don't. Good night, Soobin." Yeonjun wrapped himself in the blanket and turned his back to Soobin. 

Soobin shook Yeonjun violently. "Come on, don't be a bore. I have a lot of questions to ask you."

"I am not obliged to answer any of them. Soobin, please go to your bed before I get seriously annoyed."

Soobin still didn't budge. He was a fundamentally stubborn person and being drunk just made him even more stubborn, if that was even possible. 

"Come on, Yeonjun. When are we evaaaaa going to have the chance to talk like this?" 

"Tomorow." deadpanned Yeonjun.  "Soobin, seriously. Please shut the fuck up before I actually snap at you."

Soobin huffed and pouted but still didn't budge. "Fine, you don't talk to me. I'll talk."

Yeonjun fought the gigantic urge to strangle Soobin. He finally gave in to the harsh reality, that the sleep which was just seconds away from him, was not something to be achieved today. He sighed as he got up from his sleeping position. 

Soobin looked over at Yeonjun and gave him a sloppy, drunk smile. "Ehe, you got up."

"Yeah, no shit sherlock. You should try sleeping with someone constantly yapping by your ear."

"I can sleep anytime, anywhere with any sort of noise around me. Once I slip into sleep, there are only 3 things that can wake me up. One, my own self. Two, my special alarm. Three, Daehwi. Other than this, nothing can wake me up. One would probably think I'm dead."

"Wow," said Yeonjun, dryly. "Isn't that cool? I wish I could do that. You yap, I sleep."

"It's not really a good thing, you know. I mean sometimes it is. One of my exes used to snore a lot, like loud ass snoring but I could sleep through that. But on the other hand, I was so deep asleep that I didn't notice that another ex of mine was cheating on me in the next bedroom."

Yeonjun stayed silent. Well, what was he even supposed to say to that?

Soobin sighed. "You know, I love falling in love. It's so fun. Sure, I've gotten my heart broken so many times cause it seems attracting douchebags is one of my strengths and I keep saying I won't ever fall in love again but some part of me always searches, you know. I feel like that fairytale romance of mine is just out there, waiting for me. Stupid, right?"

Yeonjun stared at Soobin. "You could live a happy life without being in love, you know that right?"

Soobin's eyes sparkled. "But I want to live a happy life being in love. That feeling of comfort and warmth only that one special person can give you. I want that. Being treasured, being prioritized, being cared for. Don't you think it's incredible?"

If Yeonjun had even an ounce of sleep or tiredness left in him, he could feel it evaporate. He was wide awake right now, staring at the man sitting next to him. Soobin turned and looked at Yeonjun and smiled at him. Was it the moment? Was it the fact that they were alone? Yeonjun didn't know but he felt like he had his breath taken away. 

"Have you ever been in love?"

As Yeonjun felt his heart pick up pace, he thought to himself. 

Soobin really did attract only douchebags. 

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