After sex cigarettes // dreamwastaken

XXXII

Halloween thankfully falls on a Saturday, Ena and I take the weekend off for 'personal matters', these matters being getting absolutely shit faced.

We go to the party city, I went to before, to pick up some last minute costume bits. Wide frame glasses, two pairs of thigh highs.

We get changed in the master en-suite, clays en-suite. I put a silky lilac dress on, the white thigh highs were next and then the green neckerchief around my thigh, some green heels to go along with it. Ena has a red tennis skirt on, a long sleeve orange cropped top and the same stockings on with black Mary Janes, and of course her thick rimmed glasses. I often say this but we look so hot. Nick and clay wait on the settee drinking a beer. Nick has a green t-shirt and black trousers with pockets on sides. Clay wears a white collared shirt with blue jeans, his orange neckerchief is wrapped around his wrist.

We split off into our couples
"You look so hot." Clay dips down so he's ear level. "I don't even think I can look at you without getting hard" I blush immensely.
"If you play your cards right, I'll let you look all you want but if you're really lucky you can touch" I kiss just below his earlobe.

The club was rammed with angsty twenty-something year olds. Clinging onto to clays arm we surf through the crowd towards the bar.
"Two cosmos and two beers" the bar tender nodded and shortly brand our drinks out.
"Let's find somewhere to sit okay" I shout into nicks ear. We find a small booth and all snuggled in. From my point of view it probably seems like drink like fish but we are regularly sober. Nick goes to the bar and gets us multiple, multiple shots, multiple cocktails and multiple beers so we don't have to leave the booth for a while.
"Let's play a game"
"Okay"
"Do you know what 21 is?"
"That's how old I am" Nick winks
"No the game dummy. So we all go round and say 1-3 numbers and whoever says 21 drinks."they all still look confused "let's play a warm up round"
"1,2,3"
"4"
"5,6"
"7,8,9"
"10,11"
"12"
"13,14,15"
"16,17"
"18,19,20"
"21?"
"Yep and you drink Ena" she drops a yager bomb. We keep playing until most the shots are gone

"Let's go dance" Ena pulls me to the dance floor. We dance on one another and dance with other girls who we met in the bathroom or know from different parties or Uni. Someone comes up behind me and starts grinding on me, I figure it's clay since he knows half the girls, he grabs my hips and pulls me into him more
"Bro what the fuck are you doing?" Nick intersects "that's my bestfriends girl" I turn around
"It's been a while" the sickening voice of Finn courses through my ears sobering me up immediately.
"Get off me" I shove him off me "where do you get off going that?! Where's clay?"
"In the bathroom"
"Finn, what are you even doing.are up going to have a tantrum as smash the house up again?" Ena intervenes. Clay stumbles a little as he walks through the door, when his eyes catch mine they flick mine to Finn and he stalks over
"Get the fuck off her" he bites taking me into his grasp
"And who the fuck are you?"
"Her boyfriend prick. Who the fuck are you?"
"Finn" clays eyes blacken
"And what the fuck are you doing touching my girlfriend you cunt" the word rips right through me. "I swear to god man, if you ever lay one more finger in her you're a dead man walking." Finn shoves him, Clay shoves he back
"Don't touch me dude."
"You touched me" Clay swung for him, his fist makes a solid connection with his jaw, Finn touches his reddened jaw
"You did not just punch me"
"Well I obviously did Einstein" Finn lungs towards him, punching him, he stumbles. Clay throws another punch knocking him to the floor.
"Ever, and I mean ever touch my girlfriend again you'll have more then a broken jaw" Clay gives him a mean kick in the side, if the music wasn't so loud I'm sure a crunch of broken ribs could be heard. Clay grabs my hand and almost yanks me out the club, Ena and nick follow closely behind.

"I swear to god if I ever see that mother fucker again I'll have his head. I'll kill him" Nicks places an order for an Uber
"Clay calm down, I'm sorry, I really am sorry" he sits on the curb "I promise I didn't do anything, I'm sorry"
"Shut the fuck up" his eyes and words still full with anger "I know it wasn't you. It's that neurotic twat" I sit in between his legs
"Calm down, it's nothing important I promise you, I'm so sorry" I stroke his jaw, it being freshly shaven "this is my fault" blood drips down onto his white shirt "Christ are you okay" I lift his head to see his bloody nose
"Yeah yeah we'll sort it at home" he wipes it, only smearing it more.

The Uber comes in silence and leaves in it. Nick grabs one last beer before he and Ena disappear.

"Come let's go to bed" I take both his hands and walk backwards towards his room. He slumps his back against the wall, sitting on his bed. "I'm so so sorry"
"I just wish you'd stop fucking apologizing" he curses
"Let me look at you" I flip his bedside lamp on, his face is smeared with blood from his nose "do you want to go to the hospital?"
"Fuck off"
"Listen clay im trying to help" I walk towards the bathroom
"Kingsy come back" I don't answer, I grab a tampon and a makeup wipe
"Just be quiet and let me take care of you." I wipe the blood from his face, "this'll hurt a tad" I hold his nose, he flinches which riddles me with guilt, I stick the tampon up his nose.
"Not in all my 23 years have I ever expected a tampon to be inside of me" he jokes
"Believe me, the first one hurts" he chuckles. "Are you ready to talk without the swears?" He nods
"I honestly didn't know who was behind me, for a little I thought it was you, since you went to the loo, then all of a sudden nick buts in, which praise Jesus he did. I really am sorry" he just huffs
"I'm not angry at you, I swear that to you" his fists ball up "it's that jerk off, I don't want him touching you ever again. Shit i don't want anyone touching you. It just made me so angry, and then I found out who he was, I literally think my blood boiled over, he looked so smug and after all he did to you, what was Ena even talking about smashing your house up" I sigh, I take his hand into mine and Unclench it, I pull his fingers form the iron grasp one by one
"Well when he's angry he used to break things and stuff. Do you remember when I bumped into you in target." He nods along "I was buying mugs and plates, we broke up the day before and it didn't go well. He ended up smashing a mug so I brought a new set" his face looked sad.
"Im sorry" I laugh at his words
"What are you sorry for?"
"Not helping you sooner"
"Moving on, how's your hand and face feeling"
"Alright I won't lie. Can I take this tampon out yet?"
"That's what they all say" I lead him to the bathroom, sit him on the toilet seat, "are you ready" he nods, I grab the string "I'll count down to three, deep breaths for each number" he nods "three tw-" I coax the tampon out,
"Holy mother of FUCKKK" he sneezes
"It's a good thing you have a nice nose" I poke it

Once he's calmed we head to bed.
"Do you love me" his question is stupid
"Don't ever ask me that again or my answer will change." I peck his damaged nose "I love you. If you asked me to run away with you I'd say no, because I want to finish my degree, but only a year and a half and we'll trapes the world" I can see his teeth in the darkness "do you love me?" He wraps his arm round me and pulls me on top of him.
"I loved you since the day we went to wing man our friends. I couldn't watch anything apart from your little hands painting away. I'm in love with you, but I hope you love me a little more then I love you"
"What? Why?"
"So you won't leave me"

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Posted 14:49
07/12/21