starting over • book 3 of cdls

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Sup lil chickas that I love!

• Hayes POV •

"Calm down." I told Kaye who couldn't sit still. "I'm so paranoid, he could be here right now and I wouldn't even know." She said and I looked at her. "Did you say he?" I asked. "Just a guess." She shrugged and go up.

"Kalyn, who is he?" I asked. "No one Hayes, I'm going to check on the twins." She said. "Their out with our moms, remember?" I chuckled. "I'm going to check on the dog." She said and I started laughing. "We don't have a dog so get your cute ass over here and tell me who this guy is." I said.

(AN: Gonna buy me a Hayes)

"Fine." She mumbled and sat on the couch beside me. "I think it's my attacker." She said. "Are you serious?" I asked. "I'm scared Hayes, I just keep thinking about that night and it scares me." She said.

I watched as her eyes filled with tears and she stood up. She started to walk away, but I grabbed her arm, pulling her on my lap. "Baby, don't cry. I hate when you cry." I frowned, wiping her tears with my thumb. "I don't want anything bad to happen." She cried. She laid her head on my shoulder and I kissed her.

(AN: Going to buy me a Hayes PT2)

"Nothing bad is going to happen, stopping worrying." I whispered in her ear. "I just feel like god doesn't want me to be happy, why does he put us through so much?" She asked. "He wouldn't put us through anything we couldn't handle." I told her.

She sighed and I rubbed her back. "Look at me." I said. She lifted her head up and looked at me. "I love you and I won't let anything happen to you or our kids." I said. She nodded her head and I kissed her. "I love you." She said, resting her head on my shoulder. I put on a movie and cuddled her on my lap.

"Such a big baby." I teased her. "I like being on your lap or in your arms, I feel safe." She told me. "Good." I said. I was glad Kaye felt safe with me, the last thing I wanted her to feel was unsafe. I continued to watch the movie and when I heard soft snores, I looked down to see Kaye sleeping.

I smiled and continued to watch the movie. I thought about taking her upstairs, but I didn't want to wake her and she looked so comfortable and peaceful.

The door opened and the moms walked in with the kids. "Aw so cute." They cooed. I told them to quiet down and they laughed, going to the kitchen so they could started cooking. The door opened and Madison walked in. "Wheres my fave?!" She yelled. "She's sleeping so shut up." I hissed. "I was actually talking about Melissa." She smirked.

I chuckled and Carter walked in with Matthew. I decided to walk Kaye up to our old room. I laid her down and put the covers over her. I went back to the living room and Matthew was playing with Macy. He was never with bobby and it made me wonder if they were still together.

(AN: Where do you think bobby is?!?!)

"Hey guys." I said giving them bro hugs. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked. "Well we heard what was going on and we thought you guys needed everyone around." Carter chuckled. "Plus we missed you guys." Madison said coming into the room with a pickle and Alex on her hip.

"Give me my child, I don't want him turning into an evil child." I said. When I tried to take him, he started crying. "Okay fine." I said. "He loves me." Madison said sitting down. The door opened and Taylor walked in with Callie. They weren't together, but they still remain friends. I didn't think they were all coming, but I was happy they were here.

"Dallas is already a little player." Callie laughed. I looked over to see him and Macy on the floor together. "Where's Kaye? I miss her." Callie said. "She's sleeping so leave her alone." I said, rolling my eyes a bit. "You guys are just never going to get along." Madison laughed. I don't see why they always say that, Callie and I will never like each other.

"If he wasn't such an ass." Callie mumbled. "If she wasn't such a bitch." I said. We avoided eye contact with each other and we all sat down talking. "Where is Cameron and Nash?" Taylor asked. I shrugged and my phone statues ringing. "Who's Barbara?" Mathew asked, looking down at my phone.

"Gross." Madison said. I stepped out and answered her call. "Hey Hayes, what are you doing?" She asked once I answered. "I'm with my family, what's up?" She asked. "Well I was just wondering if you wanted to see a movie, but I guess you're busy." She said. "Yeah sorry, plus my girlfriend wouldn't like that." I said. "Fine Hayes, I'll just see you in class." She said. "I won't be in class for awhile." I said. "I'll tell you about it later, I have to go. bye." I said.

I hung up and went back to the living room. "Why are you talking to that witch?" Madison asked. "She keeps coming onto me, she won't take the hint." I said annoyed. I didn't want Barbara, I used to like her as a friend, but now I don't even like that.

I heard a scream and I rushed to Kaye's room. "Kaye!" I yelled. I went to her room and she was siting up in her bed. She stood up and wrapped her arms around me. "I thought I lost you." She said. "What happened?" I asked. "Stupid nightmare." She mumbled. "Is she okay?" I heard. I turned to see Matthew and Taylor.

"Yeah, give us a minute." I said. They nodded and went downstairs. "Are you going to be okay?" I asked. She pulled away and nodded. "It was just a scare, I'm fine." She nodded. I took her hand and led we downstairs to the kitchen. "Everyone's here." She smiled. I gave her a glass over water and she drank it.

"I'm going to go say hi." She said. I nodded and she left the kitchen. "What happened?" Melissa asked. "She just had a nightmare." I shrugged. "Where's trey?" I asked, noticing he wasn't around. "He had to go back, but he'll be back soon along with your dad." Elizabeth said. I nodded and went to the living room.

Dallas held his arms up for me and I picked him up. I looked at Kaye who was smiling from ear to ear. I think this is what her and I really need. She looked my way and motioned me to sit beside her. I sat down and she kissed Dallas. "Where's mine?" I asked. She laughed and kissed me too.

"Matthew, she's so cute." Kaye cooed. "Yeah." Matthew chuckled. "Two little heart breakers." Callie said referring to the twins. "So Madison, heard you're dropping out." I chuckled. "I already did, I'm back now." She said. "I think I'm going to do online like you." I told Kaye. I didn't feel comfortable being away from my kids and Kaye at all, especially right now.

"I like that idea." She told me. The door opened and Cameron and Nash came in all loud, with their girlfriends following closely behind. Dallas looked Nash's way and started to crawl off my lap. I set him down and I watched as he walked over to Nash. "Hey bud." Nash chuckled picking him up.

"Alright you guys, let's eat." Melissa said. We went to the dining room and I brought in two extra chairs, seeing there wasn't enough. I sat down and Kaye sat down with Alex on her lap. "It took me awhile to get him off of Madison's lap." She told me and I chuckled.

I looked at Matthew who eyes were glued to his phone. "Hey Matt, where's bobby?" I asked. "She's in New York for work." He said. "Oh that's cool, what is she doing?" Kaye asked. "Design." Matthew shrugged. "How long is she going to be there?" She asked. "How knows to be honest." He chuckled, looking away.

(AN: yeah, New York. hahahaha)

Carter looked her way and shook his head, signaling her not to talk about it. I'm convinced they aren't together anymore, but it wasn't my business to ask. "I'm tired, so I'm going to bed." Melissa said. "Same, I'll see you guys later. It was nice seeing you all." Mom said and they left.

"So, what are the plans for tomorrow?" Taylor asked. "Let's do something fun." Kaye said. "Boardwalk and beach?" Madison asked. That was something we always did, but we all liked it, so it's okay. "Let's do it!" The boys clapped their hands together. We all agreed and the doorbell rang. "I'll get it." I told Kaye who began to stand up.

She nodded and I went to the door.

"Miss me?"

(AN: hahaha no bitch. Jk y'all have no idea who it is, or maybe you do!)

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