Fat?

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Warning ⚠️ body distortion, drowning, mention of abuse, emotional discouragement, mention of overeating.
Tubbo POV:
          I woke up to distant whining. It was coming from the kitchen. As I went to go check it out the faucet was turned on.

I walked next to the outer counter and watched from behind the wall like a weirdo bit eh.

It was Tommy, he was clutching his shirt and chugging a glass of water like an animal.

He placed the glass on a cloth to prevent noise, smart.

He slid onto the floor with his head hidden.

He slid onto the floor with his head hidden

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He seemed to be upset about something, so I let him be.

Tommy POV:

Shit! I'm such a fucking idiot!

It was fun and all while it lasted, but fuck, I should've just denied Ranboo and his stupid fucking candy!

I don't know how much I ate yesterday, but it was definitely too much.

Why can't I just get rid of my problems by fucking dying or sum shit!

God, I'll just go back to bed and hope it goes away.

I stood slowly and went to the sofa to sleep.

My eyes closed slowly as I hugged the blanket around me.

Drifting off to sleep.

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Dark and quiet.

Water barely above my ankles.

Masks upon masks surround me.

A mirror behind, now infront of me.

Laughs could be heard from beneath the masks, some familiar, some new.

Some of the masks began to speak, whispers to clear speaking.

"Look at him, look how he tries and fails so badly to satisfy."

"I know right? Can't do anything right."

"I feel sorry for him, no one wants to be a disgusting, loudmouth pig."

What were they talking about? Was that, Tubbo?

"God, look at what he's gained, and only in a few weeks, HAH"

Fundy?

"Hey, looks like your living to some one's standards..."

What? Is- is that him? Oh no ohnononononononono...

I closed my eyes, asif that would help.

I looked at the mirror, it now bigger than before, and so was I.

"Nonononoonononononon I- I- I- I- I- I didn't mean to, please!"

"Just look at yourself, you animal."

Quackity?

"You fat, disgusting, idiotic animal"

W- Wilbur?

I looked at the mirror in panic, to only see what i feared the most.

"Now look at yourself, look at what you've done. now you see..."

Tears upon tears fell as I looked at myself, how i really looked to others.

"I- I was just scared that- that people saw me as a skinny, weak boy! I- I- I- I didnt know I was doing this to myself!"

The water rose around my large body, going from my chubby calves to my bulge of a stomach, making me panic about something other than him.

The water up to my shoulder, i saw the masks disappear and all my friends and family watching me drown.

a smile plastered on their faces as I took a breath of water.

"GAH!!!"

I wasn't drowning, I was on the couch.

Tubbo and Ranboo's faces snapped back at me, they were streaming and just got a good jump scare.

"S- sorry guys... Nightmare, hEh"

Tubbo nodded and they both continued to do what they previously were.

I pulled my fingers through my hair, now realizing the truth.

Fat? Fat.

I am fat.

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