𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓦𝓪𝔂 𝓗𝓸𝓶𝓮

𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫

Alexsanros pov

Damon left a half an hour ago and now we are having dinner.

She looked happy when that Damon came even when  she didn't show his smile.

Lucien hace been calling her for the past few minutes

"ALEXSANDRA "

She looked up at Lucien who look angrier than ever.ift his wasn't my brother I would be shitty my pants.  

" why is your hands shaking like crazy" i noticed then she looked  at  the rest of my brothers  look up at all of  to see them staring at me.

It was getting hard for her to breath even if she's trying to not let it show ,Then she got up.

I look up at my brothers to see them already looking at her

"What's happening"
" the fuck"
" alexsandra what happening"
" attention seeker"
"Yeah"

She started breathing harder.

Then she fainted.its like I couldn't control my body,I pushed my chair back that it ended up falling  and rush to her her head was bleeding  a little so yeah.

Antonio came and threw his class of water on her .oh she's good.how is she so good at faking like that.

Idoit maybe she isn't faking it.

No she has to cause remember she got our parents but i got no one.

she was happy with both of them while I.. I was left.even tho I love the rest of my brothers— although they don't need to know that

Thres this hole  deep down, that I didn't had Mt parents growing up

Why am I even helping her.

We left her there and went to our rooms

Alesandra pov

I opened my eyes to darkness.

Uhg my head hurts like a bitch,I looked around to see that I was at the entrance of the dinning table?

Then everything that has happened hours ,mins seconds I don't even know ,hit me like a truck.

I got up and made my way to my room. God why did I had to faint.

fuck!

They are going to question me.well atleast I have time to make  up a good lie about it.

We could tell them that I overthink alot.

Still doesn't explain why you had an attack.

Or maybe that I felt very tired

Or that I have anemia and my head hurts like a bitch

Yeah I think the latter would work.

Hopefully

Once I made it to my room I closed my door the quietest way possible.

Don't want to wake up these morherfuckers.

1 hour 15 minutes later

I lay awake not knowing what to do these voices in my head won't leave. Closing my eyes and counting sheep's won't work either

Yes I know cou ting sleeps childish but what can I say am despret to get some sleep.

Every time I close my eyes those horrible memories would come up.

So sleep is out of the question.

"Your are stupid and naive to thought that I could love you that someone will love you Your so ugly."

I looked at him in the eyes " why are you doing this ......I....I....I thought you said that you love me ".

" no one will ever love you" he laughed as if he's enjoying ,y misery maybe he is.

STOP STOP please stop

I want to scream to cry to shout but I can't, I want leave I want to die ,

No one would care if I did.

⚠️

I got up again I dint bother to turn on the lights,

I take the metal and slide it across my hand

Anger took over me ,I was angry of everything

For not been stronger enough to push him off
For been naive
For been a burden
For hurting them

I took out all my feeling anger ,pain,hatred ,guilt you name it

At this point I  my life I don't care who stays and who leaves .the universe found a way to destroy that innocent naive girl.

I put it back and cried my self to sleep.

🚫

The next day

"Look daddy the princess is coming wow she looks so pretty."

My parents laughed at me which made me smiled wider ,seeing gthem happy made me happy but theirs something I  my heart,it hurts

I wish nate was here a d the rest of my brothers too.i did told mom what I was feeling and she told me to try and forget about them.

She eventoomallthe photos we had and burned them.she and dad too don't speak about them.

" I am the fairest I the land and you—"shesaidpointing at me " my little girl will obey me or else I will curse you to sleep "

SPLASH

I opened my eyes to see Antonio standing g there with an evil look on his face.

"Get up bitch " I glared at him

" THE FUCK  IS  THAT " I followed his gaze to my blood died pillow

Cazzo

" am a girl do you really want to know" right now am greatful that girls get period

His face went to realisationthen to disgust " now get out before I trow the pillow I  your face " grabbing the pillow ready to throw it o his face

He ruined out of the room faster than sonic if that's possible

Ha served you right

Now for the matter at hand literally, taking off the pillow case i went to the bathroom and washed the blood off and rub off the blood on my wrist with alcohol.

Antonio is blind how could he not see the blood on my wrist but am grateful he didn't

I shower and went down stairs.