Chapter 38

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Yuna's pov:

"Bubs we need to tell you something." Namjoon appa says as suddenly everyone goes silent on the breakfast table. "What is it daddy?" I ask tentatively, my voice small as I look at all of them wide-eyed. I had noticed all of my appas being a little worried since the day before. And after what dada Jimin said I had gotten very restless, wanting to know what was wrong. I couldn't fall asleep because of all the overwhelming thoughts circling my mind.

"Is it something that I did? I am sorry if I did something wrong. I promise I'll never do it again. Is it my grades? Something that happened in school? I'll work harder, I'll-" I start nervously rambling as I scratch my arms. "Yunie, no, bunny stop." Kookie appa says, as he gently stops my nervous scratching. "It's not something that you did baby. You do everything really well sweetheart." Kookie appa adds as he brings me into his lap, his arms circling around me. "Yes sunshine. You have been doing really good in school, and my Yunie is always a good girl." Papa Hobi adds giving me a bright smile. "Thank you appas." I say softly as I lean my back on Kookie's chest, making him smile and kiss my head.

"Then what is it?" I ask softly and Yoongi appa sighs. "Do you remember Song James, munchkin?" Yoongi appa asks gently. "The one who was supposed to be my bodyguard?" I say, not really sure why we were talking about him. "Yeah, darling him. Princess, did he seem similar to you? Like you had seen him somewhere before or like perhaps known him?" Papa Jinnie asks inquisitively. I had felt as if I knew James though. He looked awfully similar to someone who I knew but I couldn't really place a finger on it. I was going to mention it to my appas too, but when he didn't show up later I completely forgot about it.

"Umm yeah. I felt like I had seen him before but I couldn't really remember." I answer as I look at papa Jinnie. "Mochi why didn't you tell us?" Jiminie appa asks sighing. "I don't know. I thought it wasn't important and then I forgot about him." I reply honestly. "But why are we talking about him?" I ask getting restless. I want to know the reason behind their distress and worry. I want to know and help them. I hate seeing them putting on fake smiles and acting as if everything is okay. I wanted everything to go back to normal.

"Umm, bubs, he's your father." Namjoon appa says just above a whisper, not meeting my gaze. "What?" My breath hitches as I blurt out the question. My heart thumping in my chest. "He's is your appa, sweetie." Yoongi appa repeats, a little louder. Though he doesn't really look pleased while saying this. "But.. how? Ho-how did you get to know about this?" I ask as I look down, grabbing Kookie appa's hand and intertwining our hands together.

"He wants your custody." Papa Taetae whispers from beside me, making me freeze. "What?" I say as I feel as if I can't breathe. My heart squeezes at the thought of losing my appas and I feel as if I am drowning. "Breathe bunny. Breathe." Kookie appa says as he rubs my back, turning me around so that I am facing him. He takes deep breaths, urging me to do the same and I slowly feel myself getting my breaths to normal. "Is she okay?" I hear Jimin appa ask. "She's okay." Kookie appa answers as he caresses my hair and turns me back around to see all my other worried appas.

"Are you okay princess?" Jinnie appa asks and I nod in response. "Munchkin I want to be totally honest with you. James is demanding your complete custody and we want to know what you want, baby. He's your father and we all know that you might want to live with him and it's totally okay if you want that. We'll give James your custody if you want to live with him, sweetheart." Yoongi appa says locking his gaze with mine.

"But if you want to stay with us then we are ready to fight for that too, baby." Kookie appa adds as he wraps his arms around me. "I- I don't want to go. I don't want to leave you all. You are my appas. I- I don't even remember James. I don't want to go with him appas. Please don't send me with him." I say as I feel tears building in my eyes, clinging onto Kookie appa. "Shh baby. It's okay. We won't. We are never going to leave you if that's what you want." Joonie appa says as he rubs my back.

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