I was in my room infront of my computer with my leg just refusing to settle down.
"Jeez calm down, they said it'll be out by 5 you've got another 15 minutes" Tu said smacking the back of my head making me groan,
"Oh shut up, if I don't get in then I'll be done for" I replied making her sigh,
This is exactly how our relation has been ever since that Fight with Win, Tu is actually the first and only person who knows my truth, me being in love with my best friend that is.
Mainly because she's the one who made me realise it all and at the same time cursed me our and helped me better myself so I can ask for a proper apology from Win.
If I get into the music department of the college I applied to purely out of my skill and shut my parents up then I'm sure Win would be proud of me and in amongst those emotions I can actually come completely clean and tell him eveything why what happened,
"If you get in will you still be using this guitar? Does this even sound good?" Tu said pointing towards my guitar making me feel a bit annoyed,
"It doesn't sound bad but it might break if I use it too much"
"I don't think it's worth it to carry this arr~"
"That Guitar is going nowhere! I'm never letting it go" I Exclaimed making her flinch,
"Sorry~"
"No no it's fine, this is the one that Win gave you right" she asked and i nodded,
"Then I was the one being insensitive, sorry" she said making me look towards her sighing.
"I really see why Win likes you, it's annoying" I grumbled making her chuckle.
"Why don't we check your results ?" She said once again making me feel anxious,
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I was in the grocery store pickup up some knick-knacks Minding my own business,
"Nong Bright!" Another voice joined making me Look over,
My face holding onto a rather ashamed smile,
"Aunty May, how have you been?" I asked polity.
The last time I saw Win's mother was after that fight... This feels awkward.
"I've been good kiddo what about you? Wait shouldn't you already be in college?" She said and i shook my head,
"Well I got in through merit so my admissions happened a bit later plus actual college and classes don't start for another two weeks" I said and she nodded,
"Hm, then why did Win go so early?" She asked more herself. But it shocked me more.
"He's already gone?" I asked shocked and slightly hurt,
"Oh... You two are still not talking to eachother are you" she sighed making me feel like crying,
"We aren't.." I said looking down.
I fucked eveything up, I messed it up so bad that Win left without even a word.
Not even a goodbye? He hates me that much?
What have I done!
I pushed him away to this extent!
"Bright~"
