Transmigrated into the worst concubine (BL)

chapter 108

[Edited by Scrapspieces]

Qiu was shocked but then became suspicious, he didn't believe him. It could be him trying to make him believe to the man.

Bai QingSheng looked at him with a piercing eyes as if it could see through him.

"You know me Qiu I'll never play with your feelings and gives you false hopes like that." Bai QingSheng said.

It's true that Bai QingSheng would do a lot of things and he'd go great length to have Qiu go home with him. But he'd never play with his feelings like that, he wasn't that cruel.

"So if I have to guess it's Yu's child and thinking of it, you kept a secret like that for a year from me" Qiu said coldly anger grew inside Qiu "you've deceived me Bai QingSheng"

Qiu's angry voice pierced Bai QingSheng's heart his eyes reflected guilt and regret.

"I'm sorry, let's go home."

"Eh, I'm not going. I have no child l, my child died in the winter within my arms"

Bai QingSheng was bewildered and blown away by how cold Qiu was, he would reject the blood child he longed to have.

"You'd abandon a child you desire to have the bloo-"

"I have no child, no husband, I only had a Mistress and fellow servants, I'm happy every day I'm serving my miss."

Bai QingSheng was speechless he had nothing to say, Qiu had made up his mind he won't go back even if it meant never meeting the person that's born from his own blood and flesh that he longed.

"You would abandon your own child to take care of another?"

Bai QingSheng spoke in disbelief.

"It's not my child, and if you don't want him you can throw him away" Qiu despite how cold his face was so as the pressure he's emitting, deep inside he felt as if he was stabbed straight into his heart saying those words. he knew he was being cruel, but he can't go back anymore.

Bai QingSheng watches as Qiu's hand continuosly tremble without Qiu noticing it at his throat, why was Qiu torturing himself like this.

"I won't do that, it's too late for that." Bai QingSheng spoke lowering his eyes.

How can he throw away a child he comes to love as his own flesh and blood, the child he watches over tenderly.

"Then so be it, but I won't come back."

There was truly nothing that could convince him now Qiu has made his resolve, Bai QingSheng leans back his eyes stinging as it turned red, he change his sad and depressed expression to a cold and hardened one, then sit back straight.

"You can go, do what you want." he said sternly devoid of any emotions and the warmth and almost begging look he was exuding earlier.

Qiu with no hesitation got up, ready to leave.

"But before you go, do you not atleast want to know his name?" Bai QingSheng asked silently tightening his fist.

Qiu's whole body was trembling and his peer inner conscience was fighting his own own rational thoughts and logic to go back and meet his son, but Qiu hardened his heart and made up his mind, he will not turn back nor look back.

"No"

And with that last word Qiu left, after the closing of the carriage door tears fell down the BaiWang's cheeks

(A/N(Author's Note):Wangye/Wang is a proper Address towards a General)

(E/N: Thus if later on Wangye was used or BaiWang it's a proper address for Bai QingSheng, Wangfei is a official address for the official wife of the Wangye)

This was the punishment he must endure for not being able to protect his beloved.

Baiwang subconsciously looked bad on the days when he was injured in their small home and was being taken care of by Qiu.

Qiu had just finished changing the medicine and bandage around Baiwang's lower torso, he then handed him a bowl of porridge that lacked ingredients and barely had any grains and thickness to it, the porridge looked plain and simply unappetizing specially for Baiwang who was use to big feasts and meticulously prepared meals from his mansion.

Qiu caught on that this young master's looks that shows he doesn't like the food.

"I'll try to get something better tomorrow but this is all we have at the moment."

Qiu didn't raised his temper and just smiled gently at the Young Master.

Baiwang didn't mean to insult Qiu he just couldn't help himself.

"No need to work yourself to death, it's fine"

Back then Qiu had treated him well and care tenderly for him, so he wanted to repay him that's all he wanted but Baiwang's life was filled with blood and war.

Men where constantly after his life and he had to clean up the mess before he could be by the side of the kind man that treated him well, that was all that filled Bai QingSheng's mind, to be by his side.

When QingSheng had returned to repay Qiu he heard that the family was in a financial situation and being the 2nd richest man in Jian empire this debt was only sum few silvers for him.

But when the family saw him they didn't remember or recognize him and they sold Qiu off to him saying that he was his gent son/brother, Baiwang knew the truth and was surprised that Qiu was a gent it had explained a lot of things about Qiu's shape and figure and the couples often nightly exercise.

(A/N: yep he heard them)

(E/N: lmao no I'm kind of ashamed imagining it lol)

Baiwang happily thought Qiu with the intention of marrying him making him his own, he wanted to kill the family for betraying Qiu but Qiu didn't want that so Baiwang ignored them until the year he coincidentally saw Qiu's wife with a baby that looked like Qiu there was no doubt about it, it was infact Qiu's child.

Baiwang was jealous and was scared Qiu loved his wife and not him, he'll definitely leave knowing that his wife had his child and so he kept the painful truth from Qiu, while he planted his seed into his beloved.

Ting Ting looked up at the old man standing before him, the man was old but he had a strong build and some youthfulness to him.

Ting Ting glared at him from below soon the Madam Ru enters and stared at Qiu with disdain.