URGE • Fezco • Euphoria

*14*

"I love stars."
Liz smiled as she looked up into the sky, her head resting on Fez' shoulder, her hat laying down next to her on the couch. She felt the drunkenness grow out of her system, but she felt too comfortable to move away from him.

And honestly, Fez didn't want her to either.
He watched her as she watched the night sky, both of them enjoying their view more than they would admit.

"It's like every star is just a sign of protection, you know."
She lingered.

"Why's that?"
Fez asked while he filled his lungs with the smoke from his joint.

"I don't know. It's like they're watching over us."
She smiled in comfort.

"I can see that."
Fez nodded, looking at the stars for a bit before turning his attention back to the girl.

"What if, when we die, we all turn into stars?"

"So like, it's dead people in the sky?"
Fezco asked, confused at her theories.

"I guess so."
She chuckled, liking how simple minded Fez was. It calmed her down, since her mind never stopped working.

"You know, When I was younger I dreamed of becoming an astronaut."
Liz confessed, causing Fez to face her fully .

"You did?"
He asked amused.

"Yup, I wanted to be the first person to live on the moon."
Liz chuckled.

"Shit, so you like, a moon man."
Fez laughed, the blonde joining his laughter.

"Not really, my plans changed."
Liz shrugged.

"So like, what you wanna do now? When you're done with school?"
The boy asked in genuine interest to the girl.

"Not sure. For now, I just want to be happy."
She smiled softly.
"I don't really like thinking of the future."

"Yea, me neither."
Fez shrugged, smoke leaving mouth as he talked.

"It's scary, isn't it?"
Liz whispered, looking back in front of her, burying her face into his neck.
"The future."

"Fucking terrifying."
Fez muttered, resting his hand on the bare skin of Liz' thigh, making her grow hot at the feeling.

"And the scariest thing is that whenever people talk about my future, they mention love, but who says I'll ever find it."

"You think you won't find love?"
The boy turned to face her, watching her as she pouted.

"I don't know. I don't even know what it's supposed to be like."
Liz admitted.

"How come?"

"My parents didn't love each other. My aunts never been in love. I don't know anything about it. It freaks me out."

"I mean, I don't know love either, but like, you don't need love to not feel lonely."
Fez rubbed his thumb against her thigh.

"Do you want to love?"
She looked into his eyes.

"Nah, my life's way too fucked up to drag anyone into it."
He shrugged, staring down at her.

"But, what if someone wants to be dragged into your fucked up life."
She rested her hand on top of his.

"No one wants that."
He shrugged, looking away from her.

"You don't know that."
Liz shrugged.

"Would you, want to be dragged into a fucked up life?"
Fez asked her. Earning a shrug from the girl.