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I was walking home 

The other day,

Questioning everything

I've ever done.

All the choices I made,

The messes I created.

Everything I felt

And the things I said.

And, I realized then

That even though

It felt like it hurt,

It didn't.

Cause those choices I made?

You coaxed me into them.

The messes I created

Were a beautiful idea

Before you stepped in.

The things I felt 

Should have been validated.

Cause I was right

To hate you

When you hurt me so bad,

That after three years 

Of trying to heal

I wanted to die.

To want to leave you

After all the scars

You left on me

So, as I'm walking home today,

Away from you

And your toxicity,

I say these words

I HATE YOU

Cause apparently 

English doesn't have a word

To describe

How much I feel

Towards you.



A/n Part two, I think? 

I swear this is the best idea I've ever come across. I know, I know. I could've written this so much better, but something is seriously wrong with me, wth? 

Anyway, this is dedicated to                                                               for the amaaazzzing idea. I could never have thought of it, and I'm so grateful. Gahhh!!!

Love y'all.

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