Fragments Of A Broken Mind

XCV

Can I tell you a story?

It's a story about a boy.

A boy with a dream,

A boy with a passion.

He had a huge heart,

But he was let down.

He was unhappy.

But, he knew what his passion was.

He knew what his dream was.

So, he worked on it.

And, lord, did he work hard.

It's the story of a boy

With a heart so big,

The world could not handle it.

So, he made it bigger.

And, he created a world of his own.

He practiced the smile he's use there.

The smile that would give light to billions.

And, though that smile 

Wouldn't always be real,

He knew that his name would be.

His name would carry light through an arena.

His name would be brighter than the sun

And filled with hope.

I'll tell you the story of a boy.

A boy who became my hope and a million others'.

A boy who didn't have hope himself

So, he decided to be exactly that

To everyone else.

The story of a boy who was looked down on.

But, he decided to smile so bright,

The sun wouldn't be able to ignore him.

He created his own world

To brighten up the dull one he was born into.

A world where a million people come together

To do the one thing his name now stands for.

The story of a boy that tell me that it's okay,

And, I can't help but believe him.

The boy that told me he saw me

When I felt ignored and invincible to the world.

The boy whose hugs I long for,

Whose smile is my sunshine.

The boy who gave me the strength to hope

Cause I knew it'd be through him.

I'm telling you the story of hope

And the world he created.

The world where everything is possible,

Where everything is going to end up okay,

All because we had the strength to hope.

The hope world.

The world ironically created by someone

Who was forced to lose his.

I wanna tell you the story of a boy

I strive to be like.

A boy that became my hope,

And a boy that called me his.

A/n

Why'd I write this? I don't know... I just- Sometimes, it so hard to think about the next day for me. To think about waking up tomorrow, and it not being any better than today. And, it scares me. It scares me that things will never get better. That one day it'll feel like I don't have the strength or the courage to carry on, just to fail.

I don't know if you'll understand who this piece was about, but if you do, then I'm sure you agree with me. I don't want to sound like a crazed fan-girl or making my work completely based on them, but there's just a few things I can't help but write about, you know?

I'm lost, and I'm so damn scared, but he told me it's okay and I've decided to believe him. Thank you, hyung. You're not gonna read this, but thank you so much. I hope I get the chnace to hug you one day. saranghae.

Much love, ana_banana2103