*More depression ish goin on so this warning is gonna be a warning from here on out cuz i am too damn lazy to type 15 more warnings 😂*
Noah's POV
I sigh and I kiss Beth's cheek "You've been up all night. Get some sleep okay?"
Beth sighs and nods "Okay... Wake my up in an hour okay?" She says. I nod and watch her go inside. She has her journal in her back pocket. I go in and go get something to eat til I know she's asleep. I quietly go over to where Beth is sleeping and I take her journal from the table. I walk outside and sit down and open it up:
"Dear Diary,
I'm still not sure what the damn point it. So much shit has happened. Otis, The barn, Jimmy, Patricia, losing the farm, The Governor, Daddy, losing the prison, Grady.. Ugh Grady.. That place... What happened there... There's too many places like that. There will never be a sanctuary! Why are we even trying when we are just gonna get torn apart? I dont wanna stay here and watch everyone else die.. I already had to see too many people go.. I dont wana see Noah... I dont wanna be here for that. I can just end it.. It'll be my call. I wont be gutted... Maybe. Well.. Maybe when (if) we find the others i'll do it. So Noah doesn't have to find me.. Anyway, Im gonna go.. Bye diary.."
When I finished reading I had tears in my eyes. I can't believe this.. Beth can't kill herself... I get up and go inside and put the journal back where I had found it. I look at Beth sleeping and I sigh.
"I love you Bethy.." I whisper.
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If Beth Had Lived
FanfictionThis fanfic starts on the episode "Coda." It is pretty much what all of us wanted. For Beth to live. This is my take on what wouldve been awesome to happen. Ill probably make this a series cuz like why not but anyway i hope yall like it!!
