*Hey Hey Hey! More cutting/ suicide shit goin on in this chapter... Just a warning 😂*
Beth's POV
Morning approaches and I'm still sitting on the porch, waiting for Noah to wake up. I stare at the cloudy sky and think about Maggie... Daddy... Jimmy, Otis, Zach. Patricia... Lori. I sigh. I think about what had happened at Grady. Gorman.. Ugh Gorman. Im glad he's dead. He deserved it.. That disgusting perv.
My thoughts get interrupted when I hear the door open. I look over and see a sleepy Noah sitting down in a chair.
"Hey Beth." He greets, rubbing his eyes.
"Hey" I reply with a small smile. "Get enough sleep?" I ask him. He nods.
Noah looks at me "You okay? You've been crying."
I put my hand on my cheek. Its wet. Weird, I dont remember crying. "Oh I'm fine. I didnt realize I was crying I guess... As weird as that sounds."
Noah sighs "Beth, whats goin on. You can tell me..."
I clutch my journal that had been laying next to me. I had written every thought about suicide and if he reads it.... Im done. "N-Nothing's wrong Noah. Im okay." I lie.
Noah doesn't buy it this time. "Beth.. Cmon... Please. Im worried about you."
Noah's POV
Beth looks at me with sad eyes.
"I-I'm just.. Tired.. I miss Maggie. Thats all, I promise." She says, holding her green journal closer to her.
I sigh "Okay" I dont buy it but she wont tell me... Maybe whats really going on is in her journal...
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If Beth Had Lived
FanfictionThis fanfic starts on the episode "Coda." It is pretty much what all of us wanted. For Beth to live. This is my take on what wouldve been awesome to happen. Ill probably make this a series cuz like why not but anyway i hope yall like it!!
