The Perfect Sin

42

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Dinner last night was.. nice. Really nice. Renzo let me decide where I wanted to go and we chose a small diner that we spotted on the way to the city.

Obviously we still were accompanied by some of Renzo's men because of security reasons, but for the most part, it was just us, engaging in normal conversation.

After him throwing me down onto the table in the library and making me orgasm into oblivion, he stayed with me until I managed to compose myself before we left and went out separate ways.

Renzo went to his office and I went to look for Sofia to tell her about my trip to Italy. She was obviously overjoyed and asked if she could help me pack some things, which saved me the job of asking her anyway.

We started to sort through some clothes in my closet and narrow it down to some that I could bring with me. Sofia was in her element. It was actually quite nice to see. She seemed to happy, picking out different pieces of clothing and organising them into two piles; maybes and definitely's.

We're not leaving for three days yet, but Sofia said I have to be well prepared.

I still don't really understand why Renzo is taking me with him. Unless he has to attend more events in Italy and just wants me to continue taking pictures for him?

Although he hasn't said anything about taking my camera yet.

Maybe he just thinks I'm going to bring it with me because of the actual reason I'm here, that's why he hasn't mentioned it?

I should just bring it with me anyway, then at least I'll have it if he wants me to use it.

Staring up at the ceiling, I roll onto my side to check the time. Seven forty-five a.m. A smile consumes my face as memories from the library flash through my mind. 

His hands, god damn those hands.. and his tongue. Well, I don't even have the words to explain what that felt like. I've never ever let anyone do that to me before.

Not that Renzo needs to know that. It would only boost his ego even more and that's big enough as it is.

I've only ever slept with one person in my life and there was obviously foreplay involved, but Tobias never went down on me. He'd asked to, but I just didn't want to do it.

Not that it was anything on his part, because he really was amazing and caring. It was me. I just didn't want to do it and he was fine with that.

Renzo knew exactly what he was doing though. Just like he did when he cornered me in the shower the other day. Did he do that with Eva? Any other girls?

Oh God, why am I even think about that? I shouldn't care. It isn't any of my business.

At least Eva can say she came here because Renzo wanted her. I'm being forced to stay here and have no way out other than in a fricking casket.

But his words.. what he said to me yesterday. I can't get them out of my head. "I won't fuck you. Not yet." Those were Renzo's exact words.