The Perfect Sin

46

𝗥 𝗘 𝗡 𝗭 𝗢

"— and Sal will be with us." I hear Elio's voice in the distance but my brain isn't actually registering what he's saying.

I didn't get round to teaching Lula any self defence yesterday after all, so I have to make a mental note to try that again. Perhaps this time we'll both get ready separately beforehand.

My mind won't stop replaying snippets of yesterday when I had Lula pinned against my bedroom door. Fuck. I know I shouldn't be doing this or wanting this, but I'm in too deep now to get out.

Her whimpers, moans and pants as I made her come again and again were like music to my fucking ears. A sound I could hear over and over and never get bored.

The way her petite hands explored my skin, her lips moulded with mine and those baby blue eyes bore into mine as she let me please her. She's too incredible to be real.

Like a tiny glimpse of heaven in my world full of hell.

She's too good for me, I know that. I know that all I'll bring her is pain and misery. A life full of danger and a world full of sin.

But I'm so stubborn that I just don't care. Not when I know I can protect her. Just like I do with Sofia. I can keep her away from the dangers of this life. She doesn't have to be a part of it just because I am.

Anyone who claims otherwise will find themselves with a bullet in their head.

"Renzo?" Elio calls, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Are you listening?"

"What?"

He deadpans me, tilting his head in frustration. "I said Sal is coming to the meeting with us."

Oh right, the meeting.

I'm supposed to be travelling to Cortenova to one of his villa's but now that I actually have to go, I don't want to. I'd much rather stay here and have some fun with Lula.

"We should go," Elio says. "Giuseppe requested we be there at a certain time."

"Well Giuseppe can shove his requests up his ass. I get there when I get there." I mutter, standing up from my seat at a exaggerated slow pace just to prove a point.

I clear my throat, glancing around the office as Sal appears, standing in the doorway. "Ready, boss."

I nod once, walking past him and towards the front door where I hear Sofia and Lula running upstairs while they giggle to themselves. What on earth are they up to?

Gianni appears and I motion with my head for him to come over, which he does. "Make sure those two behave. No helping themselves to secret stashes of alcohol."

"Yes boss," he agrees before walking away.

I exhale, adjusting the front of my pants as I feel them tightening slightly. Elio catches my attention from the corner of my eye and I look over at him, watching as he rolls his lips together to contain a smile.

"What?" I mutter.

"Nothing, boss." He mumbles, before walking out of the house and towards the Bentley in the driveway.