A New Feeling

**Chapter12**

**Carina**

After Maya suddenly stood there and I looked at her, I just knew that I wanted her by my side.
When I looked into her eyes I knew she wasn't lying.
And these flowers they are so beautiful.
After Maya's explanation and the meaning of the colors of the flowers, I loved the flowers even more.
How can a person make flowers look so romantic.
Did I really kiss Maya?
Oh my god I kissed her.
And it was the most beautiful, shortest kiss I've ever had.
It felt so right.
When I came to my office and put the flowers on my table, there was a knock on my door.
Come in.
It was Amelia.

From the look on your face I think you accepted Maya's apology, right?
Absolutely Amelia she was so... she was so honest and ohh I can't describe it to you she makes me feel like I've never felt before.
Carina I would say that's called being in love.
Nooo I'm not in love.
How can you love someone you've only known for a few days?

Look at me Carina.
Love is a big spectrum.
You can't control love, it just happens.
You can't decide when it comes and with whom you want to share it.
But one thing I know you can always tell love by the eyes of these people.
And I can tell you when I look into your eyes I see a lot of love.
You might not see it yourself, but I can, so go get your blonde firefighter.
And Carina don't mess it up yourself.
You deserve to be happy.
You deserve to be loved and if Maya is the person who makes you happy then let it be.

After Amelia said those words to me, I felt my eyes fill with tears.
I leaned towards her and took her in my arms.
Amelia thank you Thank you for everything.
And thank you for opening my eyes.
If it wasn't for you I probably would have lost something very special today.

**Maya**

After I went to Carina to apologize I never expected it to end like this.
Did she really kiss me?
It was just a quick kiss.
But that kiss was full of passion, love, but the most beautiful feeling was, it just felt right.
On the way home, all I could think about was her.
When I got home I picked up my phone and dialed Andy's number.

Andy oh my god Andy... Thank you so much.
I don't know how much to thank you, and if i could i would hug you over the phone right now.
Ok Maya that means it went well yes?
More than good Andy.
She kissed me.
What?
And you didn't run away?
I'm so proud of you. „I'm the tough Maya and don't allow any feelings. „
I know I know no I didn't run away I want to make this right with her I want her and nobody else.
So Andy I need an idea where I can go to dinner with her tomorrow.
Relax Maya I've already found a restaurant where you can go with your hot girlfriend.
Andy she's not my girlfriend.
Not yet Maya, not yet.
I'll send you the address and number right away and then you can reserve a table.
Thank you Andy I love you.
Maya I've known you almost half my life but I've never heard you say I love you so many times in your life.
Ms. Italian doctor seems to do you good.
But Maya I love you too.
Bye.
After I hung up I saw that Carina had sent me a message.

**Message from **Beautiful**

Ciao, Bella
I'm sorry I reacted that way, I should have let you finish. But it was so nice to see you.
I wanted to thank you again for the beautiful flowers.
I love the flowers .
I'm all the more looking forward to our date tomorrow evening.
I can barely wait for it.
I can't wait to look into your eyes again.

Bacio Carina

**Message to ** Beautiful**

Hey Beautiful,
There's nothing to apologize for.
It was an uncomfortable situation for you.
It was so nice to see your smile.
Every time I see your smile I feel better.
I'm also looking forward to tomorrow and pick you up after your work.
And I'll kidnap you I won't tell you where but I promise you'll love it.
Please take care of yourself .
Maya
(Message send)