Loving A Thug Ain't Easy

Chapter 33

Kee POV

What Debbie said really made sense. I shouldn't take my problems out on other people but if I keep it bottled in then what?

I been in my room for the pass couple days, not having any contact with anybody.

The kids are with Yaya, I haven't heard from Paco and thats prob cause I put him on the block list but frankly I don't give a fvck. I been ignoring everybody's calls and texts.

I guess now I have to deal with the questions people are going to ask.

I got out the bed and headed downstairs to put some hot wings in the oven. I remember me and Taj used to eat these while drinking kool aid and watching scary movies.

I gotta get over this boy. He gone and not coming back and if he did... I haven't actually thought that far yet.

I put the wings in the oven and went upstairs to get in the shower. I took my clothes off and put my robe on, deciding that I should respond to some people texts.

Imma just go by and see Debbie and my twin. I know she sick and half the times they don't know how to help her, she can be real picky and acts like a spoiled brat.

I went into my bathroom and turned on the shower on making the water real hot.

I hooked my phone up to the iHome and turned on You Ain't Shit by Sonta.

Have you ever rocked with someone
And at some point just realize like,
What am I doing? I deserve so much better. Frfr

I use to wanna be your everything
But now I don't wanna be nothing,
Cause you ain't shit
Boy you ain't shit
And leaving you alone I dodged a bullet,
Cause you ain't shit
Boy you ain't shit,
Now imma need for you to keep your distance

I used to be crazy about you
Seeing myself getting a baby up out you,
I shouldn't have never let you hit
Cause I knew you wasn't shit
And everything I thought came out true,
It really wasn't worth it

Giving you my heart and you didn't deserve it
But don't trip,
No regrets just a lesson learned
And next you can bet its gone get earned
And that's r-real shit, I mean that
Spoil me with loyalty yea I need that,
T-taking me on shopping sprees to show me that,
You gone give me all the cheese and starve these rats,

Aha, all jokes aside,
Show me that I'm worth more swallow ya pride,
Show me that I don't gotta keep all my feelings inside,
And show me that, that last nigga was a waste of time.

I used to wanna be your everything,
But now I don't wanna be nothing
Cause you ain't shit, boy you ain't shit
And leaving you alone I dodged a bullet
Cause you ain't shit, boy you ain't shit
And imma need for you to keep ya distance

Uhn, I was there everytime you would call,
For you with no questions I would instantly give it all,
But now I see that you was my downfall,
I don't wanna hear your voice so I decline when you call,
Cause I don't care what you gotta say,
Its a little bit too late
And my life is going great no heartbreak
YOUUUU (x3) AINT SHIT

I'll be lying if I say I don't care for you,
But you didn't appreciate it when I was there for you,
Them other girls,
They could never make you feel the way I do
And now you see it but shorty I'm not gone watse my breathe on you,
Kept ya secrets till this day,
But I'm still not gone tell on you
But imma upload these new pics
Laying up with my new boo,
I wanna real man shawty someone you could never be,
So now I add you to the list of exes that's stalking me