FAMILY OR LOVE (Complete)

Chapter 21 (Hindi)

Chapter 21~
(Hindi)

**It is same like yesterday's.. this is Hindi.. the other one will be English.. **

Why?? He..he-noo wait Avu.. you aren't going there... You are not remembering what he did to you.. you have moved on from it.. you have forgotten it.. arre bhul gayi hoti ya move on kar liya hota toh i wouldn't be like this naa.. i would know how to live life and love life.. but i haven't moved on-no i have.. i have moved on.. and one main, major reason of that is sid.. sid entered my life making me learn how to laugh and smile again.. he was the one who wiped my tears and aaj uske liye i need to be bold and confident.. i need to talk to his family nicely so that i appear to be nice and smart and so sid's family can accept me.. but how will I?? Ughh.. wait.. I'll think about this later.. pehle kya pehnu voh decide karna hai.. how the hell do i decide??? Sid ko msg karu?? No.. subah se i asked him 5 times and he has told me to wear whatever i like and am comfortable in.. and at last he told to wear Western but meine hi mana kardiya usse bolke ki i won't be comfortable to wear Western when i am meeting his mother for the first time.. toh usne bola ki indian pehenlo.. toh meine hi phirse mana kar diya saying ki woh bohot bhenji style lagega.. ughhh.. kya karuuuu?????
Ek kaam karti hoon.. inkii-pinky-ponky karke decide kar leti hoon.. seriously Avu?? Inkii-pinky-ponky??? Tu apne boyfriend ke family se milne jaa rahi hai.. tu badi hogayi hai.. and you're thinking to do inkii-pinky-ponky?? Act mature and bold.. yeh paagal panti i can't do over there.. ugh.. i am back to square one.. What should I wear?!
Ek kaam karti hoon, let me just close my eyes and choose anyone.. again that stupicpd paagal panti Avu..!!! Okay.. now ekdum finally achche se socho what you want to wear.. jismein you can stay comfortable and yourself.. if i stay myself toh toh pakka reject hi hona hai.. no no.. woh sab nahi sochna hai.. abhi think about what you're wearing.. okk.. I'll go with indian i think.. thoda sanskari bhi lagega.. and everyone wants a sanskari Bahu.. so sanskari it is?? Ahh.. i mean Indian it is?? Haan okk.. but abb Indian mein kya pehnuuuu??? Saree?? Oh my god noo.. mein baat toh waise bhi nahi kar paungi and girti rahungi woh alag.. and woh bohot zyada bhi hojayega.. what about salwar kurta??  Haan.. i think that will work.. abb i need to choose which one.. uff.. bol toh aisi rahi hai jaise pura closet ussi se bhara hoo.. whatever.. i guess I'll go with this one..

She was continuosly fighting and arguing with herself in her mind.. finally coming to a conclusion, she looked at the time and saw only 30mins left for sid to reach..

She quickly changed and combed her hair untangling them... She applied a bit of makeup, very slight as she has god gifted beauty and doesn't need much makeup.. she took her bag and filled it with one or two handkerchiefs, a lipstick, the shade she applied just now, a comb and some cash..
She removed the cash and started counting it..
She made a disappointed face and moved to her closet..

Yeh Teri savings hai Avu.. sochle ek baar before removing money from it.. your savings for your future.. tch.. shut up my mind.. i can't go empty hand to their house specially when i am visiting for the first time.. kuch toh lena padega.. i guess i will buy sweets on the way.. haan.. yeh theek hoga.. chalo atleast something I could decide without any confusion or argument with my other half of the brain... Kitna rakhu?? I haven't bought something like this since long.. i dontrwmeber purchasing sweets for myself.. nor any guests come here ki I'll purchase for them.. and whatever i have eaten sometimes, tha sid only brings or take me out to have it.. so muje toh cost ka idea hi nahi hai.. this is irritating.. let me just keep 500.. i am sure itne mein aajayega.. ya 1000 rakhu?? Nahi nahi.. 500 is the max i can afford abhi ke liye.. so let's go with 500 for now.. and itni bhi kya !ehengi aayegi meethai?? It's just sweets..
Chal Avu.. you are totally ready.. hum.. exterior se toh ready hoon but internally?? Kya hoga wahan?? (Joining her hands, closing her eyes) god please.. aaj sab theek ho.. sid's family likes me.. please.. sab achcha karna..

One more full chapter of avu's thoughts.. she is so confused.. no nervous... What do you think?? Is everything going to go fine or her fear, nervousness, confusion, everything is going to mess it up??
Are you ready for avu's meet with the Nigam's?? Are you ready so that you can take in everything of that??? Are you surely ready??
(🤣) I am just exaggerating it.. i needed more word count..(😂) kissing.. sorry i mean kidding.. **

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