FAMILY OR LOVE (Complete)

Chapter 21 (English)

Chapter 21~
(English)

**It is same like yesterday's.. this is English.. the other one is Hindi.. **

Why?? He..he-noo wait Avu.. you aren't going there... You are not remembering what he did to you.. you have moved on from it.. you have forgotten it.. arre if you had forgotten or moved on, then you wouldn't be like this.. i would know how to live life and love life.. but i haven't moved on-no i have.. i have moved on.. and one main, major reason of that is sid.. sid entered my life making me learn how to laugh and smile again.. he was the one who wiped my tears and today, for him i need to be bold and confident.. i need to talk to his family nicely so that i appear to be nice and smart and so sid's family can accept me.. but how will I?? Ughh.. wait.. I'll think about this later.. first i need to think about what to wear.. how the hell do i decide??? Should I ask sid?? No... Since morning i have asked him 5 times and he has told me to wear whatever i like and am comfortable in.. and at last he told to wear Western but i only refused saying that i won't be comfortable to wear Western when i am meeting his mother for the first time.. so he told to wear indian.. then again i didnt agree saying that it will look very aunty style.. ughhh.. what do I doooo?????
Let me do one thing.. let me decide by doing inkii-pinky-ponky.. seriously Avu?? Inkii-pinky-ponky??? You are going to meet your boyfriend's family.. you have grown big now.. and you're thinking to do inkii-pinky-ponky?? Act mature and bold.. i can't do the idiotic things over there.. ugh.. i am back to square one.. What should I wear?!
Let me do one thing, let me just close my eyes and choose anyone.. again that stupid paagal panti Avu..!!! Okay.. now for the final time think properly what you will wear.. in which you can stay comfortable and yourself.. if i stay myself, then i am going to get rejected for sure.. no no.. i shouldn't think all that now.. for now think about what you're wearing.. okk.. I'll go with indian i think.. it will be a bit sanskari too.. and everyone wants a sanskari Bahu.. so sanskari it is?? Ahh.. i mean Indian it is?? Haan okk.. but now what should I wear in Indian??? Saree?? Oh my god noo.. one side i won't be able to talk and the other side I'll keep on falling.. and it will look too much too.. what about salwar kurta?? Haan.. i think that will work.. abb i need to choose which one.. uff.. the way i am saying is like i have a full cupboard of it... whatever.. i guess I'll go with this one..

She was continuosly fighting and arguing with herself in her mind.. finally coming to a conclusion, she looked at the time and saw only 30mins left for sid to reach..

She quickly changed and combed her hair untangling them... She applied a bit of makeup, very slight as she has god gifted beauty and doesn't need much makeup.. she took her bag and filled it with one or two handkerchiefs, a lipstick, the shade she applied just now, a comb and some cash..
She removed the cash and started counting it..
She made a disappointed face and moved to her closet..

These are your savings Avu.. just think once before removing money from it.. your savings for your future.. tch.. shut up my mind.. i can't go empty hand to their house specially when i am visiting for the first time.. i need to take something.. i guess i will buy sweets on the way.. yes.. this will be fine.. chalo atleast something I could decide without any confusion or argument with my other half of the brain... How muc should I keep?? I haven't bought something like this since long.. i dont remember purchasing sweets for myself.. nor any guests come here ki I'll purchase for them.. and whatever i have eaten sometimes, that sid only brings or takes me out to have it.. so i have no idea about the cost.. this is irritating.. let me just keep 500.. i am sure it will come in this much.. or should I keep 1000?? No no.. 500 is the max i can afford for now.. so let's go with 500 for now.. and it won't be so expensive also?? It's just sweets..
Let's go Avu.. you are totally ready.. hmm.. i am ready from exterior but internally?? What will happen there?? (Joining her hands, closing her eyes) god please.. let everything be fine today.. sid's family likes me.. please.. make everything good..

One more full chapter of avu's thoughts.. she is so confused.. no nervous... What do you think?? Is everything going to go fine or her fear, nervousness, confusion, everything is going to mess it up??
Are you ready for avu's meet with the Nigam's?? Are you ready so that you can take in everything of that??? Are you surely ready??
(🤣) I am just exaggerating it.. i needed more word count..(😂) kissing.. sorry i mean kidding.. **

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