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Part 29: Lost In Doubt

The carride back to Clay's house was silent. No music. Nothing. I turned up the radio.

You tell me I'm lost in doubt
And you can't save me now
Im playing the field to feel
Where you've been around
I take these pills to maybe heal but I'm just trying to feel
You tell me I'm lost in doubt
And you can't save me now
You tell me I'm

I'm bitter with a broken heart and that I'm
I'm drunk don't get me started 'cause I
Remember when you left me
You said I was the best thing
Now I'm bleeding, I'm dreaming
About what we could really be
I need it, I'm feeling.

I start humming.

You tell me I lost in doubt
And you can't save me now
I'm playing the field to feel
Where you've been around
I take these pills to maybe heal but I'm just trying to feel
You tell me I'm lost in doubt
And you can't save me now
You tell me I'm

I'm self-ashamed, Im self-obsessive, yeah
Never listened to a single word you said
That's not how it's supposed to be
You said you'd give me everything
Oh, why?
Watching you let my mind
Go wild with thoughts of you
I don't know what I can do to be with you
I'm too far gone
I wish I could make it right
I'm sorry hold on

You tell me I'm lost in doubt
And you can't save me now
I'm playing the field to feel
Where you've been around
I take these pills to maybe heal but I'm just trying to feel
You tell me I'm lost in doubt
And you can't save me now
You tell me I'm

Lost in doubt
(I'm bleeding, I'm dreaming)
You tell me I'm lost in doubt
(I need it, I'm feeling)
I take these pills to maybe heal but I'm just trying to feel
You tell me I'm lost in doubt
(You tell)
And you can't save me now
You tell me I'm

"Fame On Fire with Lost In Doubt. New one there on SXM Octane. Got some Bring Me The Horizon and Shinedown in a few minutes, right after Memphis May Fire with Misery." Josè Mangin, the SiriusXM host said.

I let the radio play. We got back to Clay house and got settled down.

"Damn, what a night. You better get to bed Drista." Clay said.

"Ugh, shut up Clay. You're more of a child than me." She said.

"You got that right." Niki said laughing.

I laughed. I hugged Karl, and he hugged me back. He went to our room.

"I'm gonna go to bed girls. It's late." I say.

"Okay, night y/n." They say.

"Night." I say.

I walk in my room to see Karl watching his favorite show on Netflix. I layed down next to him.

"I'm so glad you're okay." I said.

"Me too." He said laughing.

"I don't know what I'd do if I lost you." I said.

He looked at me.

"Me either." He said pulling me closer to him.

"Whatcha watching?" I ask.

"Oh, its just a show I picked. It looked interesting." He says.

I laugh. I moved closer to him. I moved his head to look at me.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too." He said.

I kissed him. He deepened the kiss by pulling me closer. I pulled away.

I smiled and giggled a little. He did the same.

I layed my head on his chest and fell asleep, the song I heard earlier on replay in my head.

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hii I love y'all sm. idk if those are the right lyrics btw it's called Lost In Doubt by Fame On Fire if you wanna check it out.

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