AniDita : Spaces Between Us

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Bondita : rakhsasbabu...

Bondita muttered while crying. Anirudh raised her one eyebrow. Then took a deep breath. He gave his rumal to wipe tears. Bondita snatched the rumal and wipped her tears.

Anirudh : aur jo tum yeh nakhre karti ho na ush ladke sath? main bohat din se notice kar raha hu usse chodho aur padhai pe dhiyan do.

Bondita :jo maan mein aya keh diya apne...kabhi meri jagah reh ke socha hain? kiyuki main apna dard dikhati nehi ishka yeh matlab nehi ke mein bohat khush hu...humesa se mujhe dhukh hi mila hain aab jake kuch choti choti si khushiyaan mil rahi hain to kiya usko bhi zindegi mein ane na du? aur woh ladka uske sath main kuch bhi karu apko kiya? ap mere pati bhi nehi ke apko problem hogi usse! aur nahi apko rokhne ka Haq hain mujhe kisi or se ghulne milne ke liye!

Bondita shout. The last two line hit him hard.

Anirudh : thik hain enjoy karo par iska matlab yeh nehi ki tum apne raah se vatak jayo? Bondita tumhara sapno se shirf tumhari nehi bohat si ladkiyo ki zindegi judi huyi hain...bachpan se tumhare sath jo bhi hua kiya tum chahti ho woh dusre ladkiyo ke sath bhi ho? nehi na? fir? tumhari ek galti un sabke sapno ko dav pe laga sakti hain.

Anirudh told in calm tone. Bondita kept quite. Anirudh continued.

Anirudh : jaanta hu maine kuch ziyada hi daant diya... par main tumhare bhalai ke liye hi keh raha hu. agar agle test mein acche number nehi ayein to mujhe tumhara scholership cancel karne ke liye kuch nehi karna padega college khudh cancel kar degi. samajh rahi ho tum? kiya tum chahti ho aisa ho?

Bondita shook her head.

Anirudh : main tumahre sath strict nehi hona chahta par agar tum yeh sab karogi to mujhe strict hona padega...kiyuki main ekbaar galti kar chuka hu dubara tumhari zindegi barbadh nehi hone de sakta or nahi hone dunga. ishliye tumhe meri baat maan ni padegi warnah saza to milegi....

Anirudh told. Bondita glared at him. Anirudh chuckle.

Anirudh : to manogi na?

Anirudh again asked in angry tone. Bondita noded her head immidately. Anirudh tried not to smile.

Anirudh : good girl! Now go to your class and wait for me after the classes get over.

Bondita noded and left.

Anirudh : maaf karna bondita tumse aisa bartav kiya par tumhe apne rah se nehi bhatakne nehi de sakta. abhi sayad mujh pe ghussa ayein... par ekdin tum zarur kahogi ke main galat nehi tha. aur tum kitni bhi nafrat karlo mujhse kitna bhi suna do mujhe main tumhara sath kabhi nehi chodunga chahe mujhe kitna bhi bura baan nah padeh.

Then he thought again about last lines.

Anirudh : haan mujhe problem nehi hone chahiye usse main to tumhara kuch  lagta bhi nehi. but kahi na kahi main hurt hota hu woh sab dekh ke. pata nehi kiyu.

All the class got over. Everyone packing their bags but Bondita didn't.

Eliza : won't you go Cafe? why are you still sitting?

Bella : yes, pack your bag. actually I got some movie tickets. Let's go there...

Bondita got exited and about to pack her bag but anirudh entered.

Anirudh : no she won't go anywhere. She needs to study more. So you can leave. I will give her extra classes.

Bella and eliza looked at bondita. She geatured them to leave. They noded and left sadly. Anirudh sat infront of her and gave him math questions to solve. Bondita tried to solve but she couldn't. she answered all wrong as her mind was craving for movie. Anirudh frowned.