AniDita : Spaces Between Us

I feel nothing for you

Anirudh's sleep broke when he found her beautiful hand was caged by his hands against his chest. Anirudh looked up when he found bondita sleeping sitting beside him. She was looking like a beautiful doll. Anirudh slowly got up and smiled seeing her like that. Her locks were coming on her face and Disturbing her. Anirudh slowly placed them behind her ear and caressed her cheeks. Anirudh couldn’t help but slowly kissed her forehead. Bondita's sleep broke and found anirudh staring her while smiling.  she got startlated looked other side thinking what's wrong. 

Anirudh : tum yaha kabse bathi huyi ho?

Bondita : woh main... main...apka bukhar chek kar rahi thi to apne...sote huye...

Anirudh : kya?

Bondita : to apne sote huye mera haat pakad liya tha. chodh hi nehi rahe thei.

Anirudh : to utha deti mujhe...tumhe to kaam hoga...

Bondita : haan kaam to tha...par ap itne gehri neend mein thei uthana sahi nehi laga...to..

Anirudh : to aise hi reh gayi....

Bondita noded feeling shy. Anirudh smiled.

Anirudh : itni fikar hain tumhe meri... kiyu?

Bondita didn’t knew what to answer she got up and started walking.  But anirudh held her hand.  Bondita stopped.

Anirudh : bina jawab diye hi chali jayogi? kiyu itni fikar hain meri? tumhare dil mein to mere liye kuch nehi hain na?

Bondita : ap galatfaimy maat paliye...ke mere dil mein kuch hain...

Bondita said and freed her hand then started walking.  Anirudh got up and scremed in pain. Bondita immidately turned and held him as he was about to fall.

Bondita : kiya hua...aap thik hain... kiyu uthe aap bed se...?

Bondita said possisively while making him sat on bed.

Anirudh : jab jhoot bolna nehi ata to bolti kiyu ho... waise natak accha karti ho...

Bondita : apko yeh sab natak lagta hain?

Anirudh : to kiya hain yeh sab tum hi samjhado na?

Bondita : apko jo sochna hain woh sochiye.... mujhe koi safai nehi deni apko.

Bondita said sternly. Anirudh just kept looking at her getting hurt. Bondita blinked and looked other side.  Anirudh also looked other side.

Anirudh :  bohat der hogayi mujhe aab chalna chahiye....

Bondita wanted to stop him but She couldn’t and gave him hand. Anirudh held and got up. it was paining to walk for him. Bondita was feeling bad letting him go in this state. But her ego Over them. She helped Anirudh to walk then made him sat on sofa to make him wear shoes.

Anirudh : main pehen lunga...aise bar bar tumhara mere pair chuna mujhe accha nehi lagta...

Bondita : chup chap baithe rahiye mujhe madat karne dijiye....

Bondita said and made him wear shoes.Then made him sat on car.  Bondita started driving whole way they didn’t talked. Anirudh got shocked When he saw they reached at hospital instead of his house. Anirudh looked at her angrily. Bondita gave a wicked smile and took him to doctor. 

Anirudh : mujhe... nehi jana doctor ke pash.

Bondita : chalna to apko padegah... mujhe lagta hain wohi apka dard kaam kaar saktein hain main nehi.

Anirudh : aisa kuch nehi hain...please mujhe nehi jana...

Bondita : saaf saaf kiyu nehi kehte apko daar lag raha hain...