"Ah! You finally managed to come back upstairs too." You sit on the couch, coffee in hand and blanket draped over your legs to keep you warm, when the boys enter the apartment.
One by one they shuffle into the living room, Rindou and Ran take the seats next to you and Izana and Kakuchou make themselves comfortable on the other, smaller, couch. Kisaki is nowhere to be found so it seems he's gone home.
"Are you sure you don't want to join us?"
Sighing you shake your head, staring Kakuchou dead in his eyes "I'm not that girl, trust me." Izana grins before leaning onto the armrest of the couch, his smile is unsettling and there surely isn't anything good coming out of his mouth with an expression like that.
"You could fight side by side with your dear Haitani's." You frown "What's that supposed to mean?" You sit up and place your almost empty mug on the coffee table. "Well, they are part of Tenjiku. Why not join them?" Upon hearing his words your breathing stops. Haitani's? In a gang? Once your mind understood the content of his words you chuckle, not believing Izana one bit.
"As if. They rule over Roppongi alone. No need for some stupid biker gang."
But when Izana's grin only stretched into a more devilish smirk your laughter died out. You turn towards Rindou who avoids looking at your eyes. "Are you for real?" When Rindou doesn't answer you turn to Ran "Is he telling the truth?" Slowly but surely Annabelle starts nodding and you immediately stand up, refusing to stay seated next to them.
When you walk towards your room Rindou calls out to you but you shut him up with a quick "Fuck off.".
Lying in bed with the blanket covering your head and body you start to think. Thinking about the brothers and what could potentially happen when they stay in Izana's gang. They could get hurt, arrested and worse of all, killed. Your lip wobbles when you think about that specific possibility and you bite down on it to keep it from moving, shutting your eyes tightly at the same time to keep the tears in. There's no way you're going to be able to live without them. Not with the current future and definitely not with the sudden loss of your new found family.
You try not to listen to the boys' conversation but every now and then you can hear some words that sound absolutely terrible without any context, further fueling your anxiety.
So you tightly wrap the blanket around your head to drown out their voices, waiting in silence and darkness for Izana and Kakuchou to leave.
• ~ ~ ~ •
Not long after you left the living room the two guests leave and Rindou enters your shared room carefully, calling out your name in one of the softest voices he can make.
"Are you awake?" Shifting under the blanket needs to be enough of an answer as you don't want to talk to the blond right now.
"Are you mad?" Heavy silence settles in the room and you feel your eyes sting once again. "Listen. I know you're mad, but Izana is a friend and he needs our help. We can't just leave him hanging." You sit up straight after that, snapping your head in Rindou's direction.
"You joined a gang. A Gang!" He tries to say something but you don't let him "I thought you and Ran weren't one for gangs, ruling Roppongi by yourselves and all." Now that Rindou realized that you want to rant everything out first he says silent, letting you talk. "You could get hurt Rin. Or even worse, you end up dead! And then what? What am I supposed to do when you're gone?!" Your voice breaks and your head lowers, tears immediately streaming down the tip of your nose to fall off and land on your hands.
"We'll be careful. I'll be careful." Shaking your head you let your tears silently flow down your face while choking back the sob that was coming up. "That's not guaranteed. Rin. You're gonna get yourself killed." He sighs before coming closer to crouch down in front of your sitting body.
"Rin please. You don't need a gang. I was fine with you two ruling Roppongi by yourselves but partaking in criminal activity? This is going too far."
Rindou places a hand on your thigh, looking at you with wide glossy eyes. You almost feel bad for thinking so selfishly, but if it's to save Rindou's life than you'll gladly be a bit more selfish. "Nothing will happen to me or Ran, I promise." Even though he holds out his right pinkie you don't copy his gesture, gripping onto your hands instead.
"Don't make promises you can't keep."
Giving up the blond takes his hand away and lays his head down in your lap. His hands are stroking your body, the heat strong enough for you to feel it through your pants. As calming as his touch is you can't help but continue thinking of the worst case scenarios.
"I just don't want to lose you."
He places a kiss on your inner thigh "I won't let that happen." Lifting his head he looks for your eyes, staring straight into them to make you realize he's being serious.
"Sunny I love you so much. No matter what, I'll come back to you, uninjured and in one piece."
You want to believe his words but a big part of you is still untrusting, filling your heart with fear. You nod your head at him before letting him pull you closer for a long deep kiss. You taste the bitterness of your coffee on his lips, he must have finished your last sip. Somehow it makes you feel better. Only a little bit though, far from enough you trust him completely.
• ~ ~ ~ •
"By the way. Me and Ran are getting new uniforms for Tenjiku." You shrug your shoulders, not knowing what he wants you to do with that information. "You can have my old uniform, I just have to take off the clip you gave me." A small smile spreads on your face as you see Rindou pull out his old coat. He walks over and helps you slip into the slightly too long sleeves.
Surprisingly comfortable and also surprisingly warm you stand up to look at yourself in the mirror on the closet door.
"It's so big on me." Your voice is filled with amusement as you look at yourself. You look a little ridiculous. "You look cute in it." Rindou walks over to place eyes arms around your waist, placing his chin on your shoulder. "I should have given you that earlier. You look so beautiful in my clothes already. But this. It makes you look so hot Sunny." You blush from his compliments, looking at the sleeves to distract yourself.
"I love you so much." His voice is muffled as his face presses into your neck. It tickles your skin and you shudder slightly from the feeling.
"I love you too Rin. Please. . ." Youturn around in his hold, head pressed to his chest. You can hear his rapidheartbeat and the way he exhales and inhales. The feeling of his life gives youhope that you won't have to worry as much as you originally would have. ".. .please don't leave me alone."
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Fits Like Ass On Bucket || Rindou x Reader
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