Y'all. I can't believe last night happened, I am still processing the fact that I'm literally dating Matthew Storniolo. Just writing that feels WILD. I can't believe my life right now. Nothing could possibly go wrong...
I check my iPhone (yes I have the newest iPhone now. Bought it with my 10k 💅).
9.46am Chase • Hey! Ive got two tickets to a biggie cheese concert tonight. You down?
8.02am Matty 🥺💕 • Good morning Yolz 😍🥰
8.01am Dad 🐔 • I'm out shopping. It's just u and Jeremy home. Don't open the door to strangers especially ones wearing black coats. Love you 👍
Time to debrief.
First off all- Matt's message is making my heart GO MENTAL and omg. I'm literally so in love with him I don't CARE if we are only 18 and 19. It's LOVE. I will MARRY that man one day MARK MY WORDS.
9.51am: Me • Good morning my lover boy 🥺🥰💕
I smile as I hit send. This is officially real now. We have sent our first good morning messages. This is basically marriage.
Now, what to say to lil Hudson. Because I would LOVE to go at a concert, but I'm also technically a married woman now. Um. Loyalty or a concert?? Guys help.
My fingers hover over the keyboard, not knowing what to say. I mean, I could just go with Huddy as a friend? But like at the same time no boy can just be friends with me. That's just the effect I have on people.
I wish I could just talk to you guys right now and ask for advice. I'm literally sweating right now. Where the fuck is John Lennon when you need him?
"Yolly you good?" Jeremy asks from my doorframe. Ugh, since I'm on home arrest for 25 hours for not going to that stupid funeral I'm not allowed to lock my door! So this little boss baby looking cunt can just come in whenever he want.
"Yeah I'm fine" I spit at him. I cringe at Jeremy's ugly ass fit:
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"You don't look fine". Does he really want to have an emotional big sister and little brother heart to heart right now? Because I am not up for it.
"Fine, you want to know the truth?".
"Yes".
"Not telling you, fuck off".
"Whatever" Jeremiah shouts, he then pulls something out of his pocket, sticks it in his mouth and a puff of smoke comes out.
