Caught Up

Date?

Tuesday 7:10 p.m.

"So are you going to tell me where your taking me?"

He looks over at me with lust in his eyes and says
"My Condo"

I stay silent for the rest of the drive because
The fuck mi fi say?

We pull up in the driveway and the condo is painted in white and it's heavily guarded

Why dah man yah have security weh look like eh man dem inah 'Men In Black'?

Who have security a dem place inah Jamaica?
I say to myself as he pulls into the garage and we get out.

He leads me inside and I gasp silently, this is luxurious.

It's decorated so perfectly and the first thing that came to my mind.....

Him affi a chop, mi nuh know wah else fi think.

I sit in the white leather couch and he sits beside me.

"We aguh order food and chill, dat good wid yuh" He says

"Um yeah, I guess"

Him really make mi waste mi time fi dress up? Just fi sydung and talk?

My subconscious pouts and I'm a bit disappointed.

The place is stunning but not what I expected.

He orders pizza and puts on 'Purple Heart' on Netflix

We talk, laugh and eat as we watch the show and as soon as we finish eating his hand is now on my leg trailing up to my inner thigh, He's staring at me, not taking his eyes off, he uses his right hand to part my legs and his left on the back of the couch.

"Wah ya do?" I say, confused

"Wah yuh think" He says as he leans in and puts his lips on my neck.

"Suh me and you meet last night, Not even one date, because this? Mi nuh know wah this!....
Not even one date and yuh wah fuck mi? Yuh think food could a ketch mi? I say as I stand up

"Carry mi gah mi yard sir, mi nuh know wah the fuck yuh feel like" I say, now irritated and in disbelief

He's looking at me with confusion, As if he's never been rejected, as if he always gets his way with women and don't know how to comprehend what's happening.

Aaron's POV*
Wah? Me a lose it or something?

A good while now nuh gyal nuh reject mi enuh.

"Yuh deff" She says, dragging me out of my thoughts

"Jah jah"
"Ah fawud" 
I say and she grabs her bag following behind me.

We get in the car and it's just puzzling me and words are itching to come out of my mouth

"Yuh nuh wah mi fuck yuh?"

She looks at me in disgust and turns her head to the window.

Not a word.

I pull over on the side of the road because all of a sudden I'm feeling guilt, I'm not the one to give a fuck about anything so at this moment

mi deevn know wah the fuck a gwan.

"My apologies b, A wah mi use to, suh inah my head mi a say yeah, new b pon eh block and me say a just a next pussy this but yuh different from dem gyal yah, dem get trick wid something as simple as a zinger combo and the condo? Bloodcleet, normally it make dem head swell"

This is the first I've ever tried to explain to a girl about my intentions and actually apologizing. This burning guilt in my stomach is not making it any easier for me. I just had to

She looks at me and hisses her teeth
"Sorry to disappoint, carry gah mi yard wah yuh pull over fah?" She scoffs and turns her head back to the window

"B-"

"Doh call mi B, call mi by mi government name.. Kenya, and I want to go home....Now"

I stare blankly at her but I couldn't fight what I was feeling and I put her two hands together with my left hand and uses my right hand to turn her face to me

"Kenya, I'm sorry... Mi assume and assume wrong, A just how mi grow b-... Kenya, sorry"

"Mi nuh wah carry yuh home, mi wah carry yuh pon a real date now, your already dressed for it. So let's go"

She chuckles

"Aaron carry mi gah mi yard... Tomorrow me a gah wah tattoo shop guh tattoo wah clown inah mi fariid. Cause yuh couldn't serious right now"

I chuckle with my mouth closed and stare at her before putting my hands back on the staring wheel, driving off.

The whole car ride was silent and awkward and the tension was so foreign to me because I wasn't use to the feeling that she's giving me

Mi a gah doctor tomorrow, A must something wrong wid me cause a couldn't wah mi a think a happen right now.

Me? Ketch feelings?

Something nuh right.

Or could it be?

Me a gah doctor guh make sure nothing nuh wrong wid me first before mi start look into things.

Bright and early to.

I pull into her drive way and she exits the car, slamming the door

Pop off mi bloodclaat door.

I stare at her as she's pulling her door getting inside

Before she enters, she looks back at me and roll her eyes before shutting the door and I finally drive off

I call doctor Philips and set my appointment for tomorrow morning

Oh suh yuh think a did joke ting?
Nope. When mi talk, mi mean eh.
Yuh soon learn dat bout mi