Caught Up

Desire

Britney's POV* | 6:33p.m

I slept all day, woke up at four in the afternoon to Kenya, complaining about the worst headache.

I had a lot to drink, but I can manage.
I've been a party girl since seventeen, plus, the men I hang around taught me how to drink responsibly.

Aaron, Saeed, Brains, Cheese, Nine.
What'd you expect?

I wasn't drunk last night...

I didn't want to take advantage of her, but I couldn't help it.

Her body is amazing, her personality is amazing, her face......
Ugh!

By now, it's no secret that I'm bisexual.
But, I shouldn't have a 'crush' on Aaron's girlfriend.

It's just......
Ugh.

What makes it worse, is that she don't even remember what happened last night.

She literally came onto me after laughing about it being the worst.

She touched me, kissed me, and it lead to her fingering me.

Of course she didn't want to be touched, but I hate that she doesn't remember.

I also love the fact because I know she would regret it but god!

And I really don't know what Aaron would do about all this.

I exhale, trying to put my focus on doing my make up.
We're having dinner at Roots 21.

She's sitting at the other desk, flat ironing her wig.

I look at her, through the mirror as she does, her brows are knitted, she looks tense.

Worried?

"Kenya" I call and she hums in response

"Hmm"

"A wah do yuh?" I ask

She lets out a deep breathe
"Aaron hasn't called as yet"

"Remember the time different weh him deh" I tell her

"Oh, shit. Fi real" She says

"Hey Siri" She calls

"What time is it in Greece?"

"In Greece, it's 1:00a.m"

She hisses and I chuckle
"Hush, Just call him when we get back in tonight" I tell her

"Mi thirsty" She says, getting up with her face scrunched

"Mi feel suck out and dry" She adds and I chuckle

"A the liquor" I tell her and she hisses

She leaves the room and I take up my lipgloss from Fenty.

It's clear, and glossy.
That is all I need, I'm not a lipstick girl.
Too much makeup makes me ugly......and let's not talk about the lips.